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Old Jul 19th, 2013, 07:24 AM   7151
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Just felt I needed to vent After a friend messagng me she having twins & another announcing today (both TR patients) I am feeling blue. Just tired of waiting for that elusive 2nd line...Not sure how people do this for years & how they have the mindset to keep ttc. I know its only been 8 months(9cycles) for us, but I am so tired of disappointment. 1 lady actually told me I feel this way because I just don't want it bad enough..Really? I feel guilty because I do have 2 kids who are amazing and some ladies never have even 1 bfp. But here I sit whining about not being able to get pregnant for a 3rd time. I guess just imaging his face when he holds our child for the 1st time & knowing that day may never come breaks my heart. He is such a good man & deserves this blessing so much. Sorry to start the day off with my complaining, hopefully someone can give us some good news today & remind me that it does happen, even for someone like me with short tubes & a broken spirit.......
That was a heartless thing for her to say actually. Thats not true at all and quite the opposite.

I have been going 3.5 years and each month is just as frustrating as the 6th month I hope we all find what we are looking for.

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Old Jul 19th, 2013, 07:40 AM   7152
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I just found out that my insurance covers clomid, so I only have to pay $9. I'm very happy about this, as my insurance is usually crap, LOL. The only problem I have with my pharmacy is that the doctor called in the prescription on Tuesday, and it's only available today. My doctor's office usually wants us to call on day 1 so they can call in the prescription, and if it takes the pharmacy 3 days to get it in, how am I supposed to start taking in on cd3? I'll just KMFX that I won't have to worry about next month.

Brandy - how are you feeling?

Cupcake - Your friend needs a kick in the taco. Obviously we all want this. I mean, we all went through major surgery in order to have the chance, so saying you don't want it enough is bollocks.



 
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Old Jul 19th, 2013, 11:29 AM   7153
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Brandy, we are all WoW addicts in my house.. I hold the Jenkins title proudly..

Galvan, I don't have cable. I do have Netflix, but I am a cartoon kind of woman mostly...that is when I do watch it, which is next to never.. I am a reader, not really a t.v. watcher.

Cupcakestoy... I know how you feel about the husband thing.. I feel the same way about giving my husband a child. This is my 15th month of trying. I feel like it is never going to happen sometimes. I only have one tube. I don't really have women friends so I don't have to see a lot of people I know getting pregnant and rubbing it in my face, but my younger sister has 6 kids and boy was that hard! Honestly, it's such a miracle it is amazing that anyone ever gets pregnant.
I am the type of person that faces each aspect of a situation. I tell myself that I may be one of the women that don't conceive, or that always has miscarriages. I tell myself that I might have to save to do IVF, and that might not even work. I might have to spend the rest of my life knowing that I won't conceive again. I go month to month... If I have a negative test, I give myself a break the next month if I need one emotionally or I come up with a game plan for trying something different. I had not even thought about going to see a doctor until this month. I try to make my heart patient since there is nothing I can really do except start the unending dr visits and procedures. I am not in a hurry to do that.. It surely isn't because I don't want it enough, but because it hurts too much.
I guess that's why I don't have any female friends...the cattiness and hurtful, snide remarks are something I can live without. I will take my hubby's direct way. I would have a hard time even calling someone 'friend' that would even think to speak to me hurtfully like that about my heart's desire.
Darn it... I wrote a book.. I really need a hobby..



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Old Jul 19th, 2013, 12:28 PM   7154
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I just found out that my insurance covers clomid, so I only have to pay $9. I'm very happy about this, as my insurance is usually crap, LOL. The only problem I have with my pharmacy is that the doctor called in the prescription on Tuesday, and it's only available today. My doctor's office usually wants us to call on day 1 so they can call in the prescription, and if it takes the pharmacy 3 days to get it in, how am I supposed to start taking in on cd3? I'll just KMFX that I won't have to worry about next month.

Brandy - how are you feeling?

Cupcake - Your friend needs a kick in the taco. Obviously we all want this. I mean, we all went through major surgery in order to have the chance, so saying you don't want it enough is bollocks.
Fx for you! Love the taco comment hehe.

I feel Nadal but have that tiniest line ever still so trying to be hopeful



 
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Old Jul 19th, 2013, 12:32 PM   7155
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Brandy, we are all WoW addicts in my house.. I hold the Jenkins title proudly..

Galvan, I don't have cable. I do have Netflix, but I am a cartoon kind of woman mostly...that is when I do watch it, which is next to never.. I am a reader, not really a t.v. watcher.

Cupcakestoy... I know how you feel about the husband thing.. I feel the same way about giving my husband a child. This is my 15th month of trying. I feel like it is never going to happen sometimes. I only have one tube. I don't really have women friends so I don't have to see a lot of people I know getting pregnant and rubbing it in my face, but my younger sister has 6 kids and boy was that hard! Honestly, it's such a miracle it is amazing that anyone ever gets pregnant.
I am the type of person that faces each aspect of a situation. I tell myself that I may be one of the women that don't conceive, or that always has miscarriages. I tell myself that I might have to save to do IVF, and that might not even work. I might have to spend the rest of my life knowing that I won't conceive again. I go month to month... If I have a negative test, I give myself a break the next month if I need one emotionally or I come up with a game plan for trying something different. I had not even thought about going to see a doctor until this month. I try to make my heart patient since there is nothing I can really do except start the unending dr visits and procedures. I am not in a hurry to do that.. It surely isn't because I don't want it enough, but because it hurts too much.
I guess that's why I don't have any female friends...the cattiness and hurtful, snide remarks are something I can live without. I will take my hubby's direct way. I would have a hard time even calling someone 'friend' that would even think to speak to me hurtfully like that about my heart's desire.
Darn it... I wrote a book.. I really need a hobby..
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Old Jul 19th, 2013, 13:37 PM   7156
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Thanks gals! Actually the lady IS NOT a friend lol You know how people always feel the need to tell you how to do everything right....Still feeling blah today, am looking froward to a lil R&R at the lake tonight. Funny how I'm only 6dpo & completely convinced I'm out & just want AF to show. Thinking I will leave the other group I'm in, just can't handle all the ups & downs on a daily basis, as well as the ladies who swear they are pregnant EVERY cycle, only to be shattered when af arrives....Geez yes I got sad a few cycles, but now I guess if I EVER do get a bfp I will just stroke out from pure shock! lol Hope everyone has a good weekend!!!! ------>Brandy, you keep peeing sweetie! I expect to see a bfp when I come back on Monday



 
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Old Jul 19th, 2013, 13:44 PM   7157
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Brandy post a damn pic!!! I am rounding out almost 44 months TTC.. one short tube. We are trying until I turn 40 then throwing in the towel.. I have two cycles of clomid left so once they are gone I'm converting to ntnp..



 
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Old Jul 19th, 2013, 17:00 PM   7158
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Brandy post a damn pic!!! I am rounding out almost 44 months TTC.. one short tube. We are trying until I turn 40 then throwing in the towel.. I have two cycles of clomid left so once they are gone I'm converting to ntnp..
haha here ya go from today... Really hope these become darker...



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Old Jul 19th, 2013, 17:02 PM   7159
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Wow I just looked its so hard to see them on here since you have to resize....



 
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Old Jul 19th, 2013, 17:14 PM   7160
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It is hard to see .. but I believe you!! I get line eye easy too so I'm no good at judging pics. All of them are always positive in my line eye!!! LoL



 
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