Thanks Katy! That is one of our engagement pictures. I need to post a recent picture. We have been married for 2 years this Wednesday! I did have a wedding pic up, but put this one up a while back.

I might post one of my kids.

Yay, that'll be lovely! I can't wait to be married. But with baby on the way we can't afford it.

Alright ladies, I need advice on when to start BDing everyday. This is the first time I use OPks!

Here is today's 2 OPks: The top one is this morning with FMU (not good, I know). The bottom one is today at 12:30PM with a 2.5 hour hold. What do you think? She we start BDing everyday now or wait until tomorrow? We BDed last night so I don't know if we should tonight or tomorrow.

I am so confused! I think this is the most enlightening and confusing cycle yet.

Galvan, it's almost time for everyday but not quite yet. I think your positive will be tomorrow or maybe wednesday at the latest.

Where'd you buy your OPK's from Galvan? I am trying to be NTNP, but this month after month of BFN's is starting to really upset me, especially since I am not even sure if I'm ovulating so I feel like I should find out just so that I know.

AF got me on Saturday . I have ordered some Geritol Tonic for this cycle, and will be continuing with my Maca pills. I have also changed DH's & I's diets, we are now and have been eating mostly vegetarian/vegan with some dairy/meat at least once a week for the past couple weeks. I am not sure if any of you are religious, but I have a bit of an incredible story that I'd love to share regardless if you believe or not. I've never been religious, I like to question things A LOT, and I just wasn't sure if I believed in God. I lost my sister when she was 34 and her son was 18 months old at the time, and I struggled with the fact that if God were real why would he take a good person whom all she ever wanted was a child, and then he takes her away so her son has to grow up without a mother. Anyways, so ever since then I have been kinda iffy, with a few things happening here & there that show me God is here, and my sister is still with me. Well, I recently started praying every night, letting God know that I am giving it all to him to decide when to bless us with a child (but of course stating I'd love for it to happen sooner rather then later) so a couple days prior to AF showing I prayed, asking God to give me a sign if we are expecting a child just yet. I have heard of so many women getting BFP dreams, and then getting a BFP the next morning so I soooo hoped that would happen to me. That very night I prayed I had a dream about my SIL, she just recently moved 1400 miles away from all of us and it's been a bit rough without her. I just got like this overwhelming emotion that I missed her so much, that I actually woke up in the middle of the night and felt like I was going to break down because I missed her so much. Well fast forward to yesterday, SIL informs us that her & her fiance are planning on getting married this coming January, and that we need to save up to attend her wedding... Then it hit me, I believe God was telling me that the reason why I haven't gotten pregnant yet was because she is getting married in January and if we were expecting we wouldn't be able to be there for her wedding. Beyond incredible.

RnR, I'm sorry witch got you!! What an amazing story. So so sorry about your sister. Her poor little boy. But, great news on the up coming wedding. That's something to be excited about. I'm not at all religious but found myself praying for a bfp. It'll happen hun, I promise you it will.

RnR, I bought them off of Amazon. I also, bought progesterone cream. I have been reading on it. I haven't been able to get my Dr to prescribe it. So, i investigated it and OTC progesterone cream is not too high to cause a problem if you have normal progesterone, but if you use it and get a BFP use it throughout the 1st Tri.

I believe that God does things for a reason. Like you, I feel that maybe God hasn't gavve me my BFP because He wants us to be in the States so that our baby can be born in the USA instead of Mexico. I have been in Mexico for 2 years trying to get my husband's visa so we can return to the States and it should happen around the middle to end of next year.

I am very impatient so I want my BFP yesterday. ladies! My anniversary is tomorrow so I wonder what OH has planned.

Happy anniversary galvan. I hope you have a great day.

Thanks Katy! I am in a much better place these days, still not the same person I was before losing her but I know I will never be exactly that same person. It's something I've been struggling with for almost 3 years now. Battled depression due to losing her, and my husband & I became incredibly close once I lost her. We were only dating when she passed, but we both realized we couldn't imagine life without the other, so about 6 months after her passing he had proposed. He has been my rock, especially during those extremely hard times and I am extremely thankful that he is in my life. My nephew is now 4, and has just started asking his dad where his mom is. It's been tough because nobody explains to you or prepares you for the aftermath of what happens after losing someone you're incredibly close to. My brother in law, who was the most amazing man to my sister, is now newly engaged also and it's kind of hard on my family to imagine him with someone who isn't my sister. But yes, the wedding for my sister in law will be different. DH is a bit of a hard ass and deeply cares for his sister so he never likes any guys she brings around. Granted, she has the worst taste in men so he has the right to dislike most of these guys but I am happy for her if she is happy. We just aren't too sure if we'll have enough money to attend as I am going back to school in January. But I know we will make it work, we always figure out something!

Happy Anniversary Galvan!! What did you and your DH do to celebrate? Like Katy said, it will happen. We all of course just wanted our BFP's yesterday haha.

You're hubby sounds amazing RnR. A good man is hard to find these days. I've never lost a siblin but I lost my best friend the night I went into labour with keira. We were so close and I have never been able to come to terms with his death.
I'm sure you'll find a way to make it to the wedding and it'll be a beautiful day.