Af is here on to the next cycle!!

Before I was pregnant I did what they call dry needling. It's when they stick a needle where the most tension is and wiggle the needle to break up the tension. It really really helped my shoulders, neck, migraines, and back. I am allowed to start back up with it again in my second trimester. I'm looking forward to relief from this shoulder and neck pain. I've really found that natural things like that are really really helpful.

I also can't wait to start getting prenatal massages in my second trimester. It's going to help carrying my twins.

So tired today.
Dp went watching tna wrestling in manchester and unbeknown to him whilst he was in the arena we had the worse snow fall ever!
It took him 3 hours to get home and said loads of people were helping push his car for him.
He then ended up stuck around the corner from our flats. I had to go round to him at 1am with a snow shovel and help try dig him out.
Then this man come out his house and helped push the car round to the flats.
It was nice how complete strangers helped him out
This morning we spent loads of time clearing the car park of snow so the cars could get in and out. We had help from other residents too.
I really felt sorry for him last night stuck in his car. He had no idea the snow would be so bad or i.dont think he would have gone.
Bmw cars are rubbish in the snow

Now its raining so the snow is going away!
Anyone who watched sky news last night and saw the snow thats what dp said the roads were like. He ran a few red lights because he tried to brake but the car just glided trough. He doesnt think the lights were camererd though.
Off to bed now we are shattered!

I can totally sympathise Mumface I got stuck for 3 hrs 40 mins the other day scaaaaary experience trying to get up and down some hills!

Need a few more snow plows on the roads I think!

So jealous that he got to see TNA live! the snow is all gone here now thanks to the massive amount of rain we've had

Cd 32 today and no idea what's going on

He was 10 rows away from the ring. He booked the ticket last sumer but didnt gwt me one as we thought id be pregnant by then. Plus i didnt really wnt to go. I went to.watch raw but only to keep dp company. Thats why we need a boy so they can watch these events.
He met dixie carter and got her autograph too

I think af is coming to get me. And so she should im cd107 today.
All last week my nipples were very sore almost felt bruised. They feel a bit tender now but as i galloped up and down the stairs this weekend it made my boobs hurt.
Ive also had pelvic cramps on and off too. So could either be a bfp in the making, af or my whacko body doing things it shouldnt.
We was at dps parents last night talking about ttc and the subject of ivf came up. Dp and i have decided if it comes to it we wont try it. Reason A= one go on the nhs, if it doesnt work then your on your own, reason B the cost, yes get a loan out easy but we cant afford that type of outgoing, reason C its emotionally draining, i would get my hopes up too much, it wont work and i will be shatterd as will dp.
Dp is her only son so i can see her desire for grandchildren is strong but its our decision in the end and she should respect it. Her face seemed so upset when i said firmly i draw the line at ivf it was almost as if she wanted to cry. I almost did, dp noticed and quickly chnged the subject.
I can only imagine what failed rounds of clomid, injectables, iui's can do to a persons mind and i dont think im strong enough.
If i use clomid and the first round fails i can do it again but i know it will send me down.
This morning i was lay in bed pondering calling in sick. I dint want to move i just wanted to stay in bed, im not tired but i feel so sad today.
We have put our wedding plans on hold for now (much to dp mums dismay) until we have a baby. Cant be doing with two lots of things to deal with.

Sounds like a good plan Mumface. You have to know whats right for you and what u can handle. TTC with no luck is draining and the longer it goes on the less you can see light at the end of the tunnel.x

Nexis: How's ur DH doing?x

I've got a stonking cold! Didnt go to work today but will tomorrow. Worried i will need more time off as my pregnancy goes on. Normally with a cold i'd be popping pills, taking decongestions and hot toddies but am scared to take a paracetamol now! Have taken one every so often to help me sleep it off.
Me and my StellaBella (which is my cat by the way, did I ever tell you guys that?) are having a snuggle in bed...heaven.x

He said last night that he's feeling the same as he did before he saw the doctor the first time so I think he needs the antidepressants increased. He's only been put on a very low dose for the time being. I've told him he needs to make sure that he tells the doctor when he's sees him today exactly how he's feeling. I think he'll probably be signed off again tbh.