My husband is amazing... My husband is amazing... I just need to keep repeating that to myself.
Got home today from running my errands and the first thing DH says to me is, "Ok, so some bad news and some good news."
The bad news was the other trooper I talked about last week who have been doing fertility treatments found out this morning that they're not pregnant and they are running out of options.
The good news is his BFF and wife are 10 weeks pregnant.
I'm trying to be excited for BFF & wife, but my heart is broken for the troop & his wife. I'm also trying to not let the enemy make me jealous, angry and bitter about any kind of pregnancy news I hear.
Queen, moments like this are always bitter sweet...happy for one couple sad for the other, and then of course trying not to let your situation affect your feelings for anyone else. I say take a nap and when you wake maybe you'll better. Just know that feeling sad for the other couple or even having those types of feelings about other pregnancy news you hear, doesn't mean you're not happy for the one couple. It possible to have a million different feelings flowing through your body at one time and I think this would be one of those times. So thank God for the blessing he has bestowed upon the one couple, pray that God comforts the other couple, and as for you God knows the desires of your heart as well as any hurt or pain there may be. He is there wastching over you and taking care of you as well.
Well last night I found out that dh overspent the money we had specifically put back for savings so a little stressed :/ & then this morning I got a call for a job interview it's not much just a serving restaurant job but I've been searching for a job over a year so if you ladies wouldn't mind saying a prayer for me that God works something out I'd greatly appreciate it
Doc FINALLY returned my phone call (from over the weekend...way to go!). They have the opinion that what I thought was a positive was a faulty test since FMU the next day was negative (the nurse said that if it had been a chemical I should have gotten faint positives for a few more days).
I was a little snippy that they took a week to call me back when the note left was obviously panicked. I'm starting to lose faith in this practice. They were so good in the beginning, but now they seem to be less helpful and bothered by questions I have (like what to do about the incomplete HSG and the probably stenosis that radiologist noted during the test...they STILL haven't addressed those questions and that was a month ago).
If you feel that way Pro I think you should start looking for a new practice. You have to go where you feel comfortable. I understand the need for wanting and needing information from your doctor in a timely fashion and I don't think you're asking for too much. If nothing else you should at least discuss this with the practice, especially because these aren't you're typical check ups. Some of these appts are serious procedures.
I'm going to discuss it the next time they call or I go in (whichever happens first). They DID call within 2 hours of me saying I'd like a report with hubby's SA comes in...they just wanted to let me know I have an open call when the results come in.
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