Thanks talia and meg she is really young its horrible that she has to go through all this shit, when will she get a break, she had her sugery it went well now we just need to wait for recovery hopefully she recovers well i dont think she could cope with anymore life changing thing eg more walking problems.
I am however full of guilt i know i cant follow her around everywhere and shes never had any problems getting around before but i feel like if i had just followed her upstairs instead of making her cup of tea i could have prevented this. Instead of sleeping at night i am thinking of how i could have prevented it and replaying the event in my mind i cant help it she told me not to feel guilty if she hadnt have just got out of hospital i wouldnt have even been there, i am concerned about the fact i will not want to leave her when she comes home she will be lucky if i leave her side, but i know i cant do that forever.
She was down about it and i said hey dont think down think about positive things and she said the babys the only positive thing right now (now i fear if something goes wrong with the baby she wont have anything positive to grasp onto) honestly if i could trade places with her i would she doesnt deserve any of this.
Its 1.34am i am shattered banging headache and i cant switch off and i'm sorry for the load of feelings but i had to share them somewhere x
Natalie I hope you are feeling better hun after a good nights sleep... I understand your feelings of guilt but you must know you are not at fault hun... your poor mum I hope she's much better soon. When is your next scan hun? xx
Well I took an OPK last night and it was pretty dark but the line looked funny so I decided to start fresh today.
I took one with FMU and it was probably a 6/10 so it's getting there but it could get lighter before it gets darker depending on where I am at with O, so I will just keep testing every day and see if they get darker or lighter than darker. BD'ing isn't an issue right now so that's good Just gotta keep the coverage up
Cd1 today!!! finally!
Meg yay for almost positive opks!!!!!
Ladies I hope y'all are havin a fabulous day!!
Amanda and sis- hope y'all are enjoying some morning coffee like me!!
I went to bed before 6 last night I felt so horrible!! Feeling like a champ today though!!
Feeling sooo much better today...not 100% yet but getting there.....Yaye.
Meg for the opks ...good luck my Petal
O should be iniment anyday now
Nat...so sorry to hear you are down about your mom love... try not to feel guilty Hun ok. By the sounds of it you could do with some much needed rest.
Ashley Yaye for cd1 ... ...glad you are feeling better today love.
Sis Yaye for your possy opk too... ...almost 1dpo love woop woop.
Amanda? how are you doing there love? Good I hopes
Talia...wowzers you are a very busy woman lately...I hope it all runs smoothly so you meant your target dates with the new home.
And that's super cute about bump being not so shy anymore...such a wonderful feeling all the pokes and kicks isn't it.
Barbs how are you too dear.....? How's your art projects going? Is the nurse available this weekend for RE chats then?....
Well ladies...like I said I am feeling a little better now...but needs must around the home so I am being bp naughty stubborn and back to my old self with all the juggling...Peter is at work solid for the next 5 days...(65hrs) so I am alone to get on with it all...I don't mind tho..I hate to sit around and do nothing...yesterday's rest altho it was lovely I felt useless lol...was just itching to get up and get stuff done lol..
On my new antibiotics now...doxycycline much better ones but still quite strong- knocking me on my but when I take them oooops lol.
Hope you are all having a great Wednesday petals...
Hope to be back on again later...got a tone of washing to get in the dryer so need to get my but back into action again lol...
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