It was really hard the night before my first day. I cried a few times that night. But so far it hasn't been too bad. I think it helps that, in the back of my mind, I know it will only be for about 8 more months and then I'll have some time off to spend with both my babies! And Daniel. I miss seeing both of them all day. It also helps that I know Ozzy is at home with his daddy. I think it might have been a harder transition if we had to put him in daycare. I'm so thankful that Ozzy can be with his daddy!

That is a perfect situation, Harley! Ozzy gets to spend time with Daniel and you don't have to worry about someone else caring for him while you're at work.

I worried a lot too about Sam forgetting me, or that I'm his mom when I went back to work but he is his same old attached self! I love it.

I hope everyone else is doing well! We have a rainy cold day here...I kinda love it! Though, I wish I was laying in bed relaxing instead of at work!

Rojo, thinking about you. Still no sign of AF???

Harley, have you escaped the insane early pregnancy bloat? I have it way worse this time around, so I would never be able to go to work without arousing suspicion. Thankfully the only boss I have just drools and squeals and kicks her legs. That's so awesome that Daniel gets to be there with Ozzy while you're at work, though. Does he work from home?

Rojo, is AF still MIA???

Haking, cold rainy days always make me want to cuddle up in a blanket and have hot chocolate and read a good book.

Well, DH and I just got back from seeing The Hobbit this morning. It was awesome! We got to see an early screening through his work, so that was fun.

Also, I had a very realistic dream last night that I found out I was pregnant with twins (I swear, it never ends), and in the dream I told my MIL and FIL, and then thought, "Oh no, was is just in my dream that I found out I was having twins?" (While still dreaming) and then I thought, "I can't tell DH if I'm not sure, because that would be so embarassing if it was just a dream," so I started looking for proof that I actually had that ultrasound, which lead me to my old OB's office and they just automatically gave me an ultrasound there and then printed me a picture of my twins, and I was so excited. I immediately pulled out my phone so that I could update you ladies on BnB before even telling DH!

HAKing: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMUAL RYAN!!! wow one year old im dreading it im just dreading it. Let me ask you something does he say anything? Aww he did get his bottom teach at 11 1/2? Were they too painful for him? I though jonathan would have like 10 by now haha because they started coming in soo fast starting at 6 months haha

Harley: I know what you mean about not being able to keep it quiet. I worked making English Toffee when i was prengnant with jonathan and some of the really really sweet smells sent me running to the bathroom. How long are you planning on not telling them?

rojo: any sign of af yet? I can see if i cant get her to come haha i hope she shows soon.

Spiffy: These dreams you are having are soo funny hahaha. It soo crazy how real some dreams feel. Twins. WOw could you imagine. My friends just had twins well 5 months ago haha im jelouse yet thankful i dont have twins if you know what i mean lol

Oh I love rainy days, I grew up in a desert-y area, we didn't get much precipitation so I love it when it rains!

Spiffy, that is a great dream, it cracked me up! I love that you even thought that it might be a dream while dreaming

Pita:i Love rain too haha i is just hot here cold or snowy. It never really rains... So just like you i just love it when it rains...

Haha so i have a few christmas presents under the tree jonathan has showed only just a little interest in the tree so i come out of the bathroom and i see him grabbing for a present i ran to try to stop him and his hand ended up hitting it. It just happend land on the try me button and all this music started playing. His face was priceless. Just staring at this wrapped gift like what did i do. He looked at me then at the gift then a me again so on a so forth haha Now i just can keep him away from the tree....

Yeah, I do dream during my dreams (if that makes any sense) sometimes, so I'm not surprised that my "dream self" was worried about that.

Pita, I grew up in Arizona for most of my life, so I understand the love of rain. We used to live in Washinton state when I was little, and if it weren't for the fact that all my family is here in Utah, I'd love to move back there.

Duejan, that's hilarious!

spiffy did i mention i LOVE the pic with the christmas hat on your LO haha need to go out a buy some for my babies lol

spiffy- do you dream more when ur pregnant? or do u have these dreames any time ? i dreame a million times more when pregnant , for me thats even a sign im pregnant!

you have a very good memory!!! thank you and its not "Only" you did amazing xx