I feel horrible for feeling this way, but I am not excited at all to be having twins. I am only about 8 weeks along, but I am already fearing just about everything to come. I can't afford to not work, but I work in a factory and our schedules change every week. one week I'm on 3rd shift, next im on 2nd and then 1st. and then it starts all over. How in the world am I going to find a sitter to watch twins at all hours??
My OH makes enough to pay our mortgage and some bills, and my pay goes to all bills as well.
I dunno, this is our first pregnancy and twins is just overwhelming. All i want to do is cry and run away from all this....but I can't of course. I don't want my OH to see me freaking out so badly over all this.
(i dont think it helps that i have depression/anxiety issues normally and can't take my medications now ....)
being sick, birth, maternity leave, breastfeeding, money, work....*brain explodes*
sorry for the blah post...i guess i just had to vent. thanks for listening.
Each day that goes by i get more worried, i want to be a good mummy but am so frightened that i will fail and that i will let my babies down.
OH keeps lifting my spirits saying i will be a good mummy and deep down i know i will.
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