My ovulation time is usually like clockwork (I've been tracking for a year and I always O on CD14)-- well, that is until the last 2 cycles. For whatever reason I O'd 2 days early last cycle, and 2 days late this last cycle... ????

Of course NOW that we are actually able to conceive (my hubbies 2nd reversal worked)- it's like I'm all out of whack!? So frustrating... so now I'm about 12 DPO with AF due the 6th... I think... ?.... and it's driving my nuts!!!

This is only the 3rd cycle (since his surgery), so I keep reminding myself that we aren't that far into things... but now I'm all worried there is something wrong with me???? Why now? After all this time would my body decide to up and go nuts?! Ugh. I want my clockwork back... lol.

I've had pretty much NO symptoms this time... a little irritable from time to time (like totally fine to crazy irritated real quick- but that's somewhat normal the week before AF)- otherwise no other signs of pregnancy or AF? So of course, I'm thinking about that as a good sign? But I may just be over thinking... haha. Grrrrr...

I just wish we knew right after ya know? Yes it worked- so we can get excited and skip the frustrating TWW... or NO it didn't- and turn our focus on next cycle... I guess the magic 8 ball already told me it wouldn't happen this month, so really, why am I still thinking about it?

Sorry for the rant... just irritated with this entire process AND myself for letting it all get to me. Serenity now... serenity now...