| Driving myself a little bit mad today!
Hey Girls,
This isn't really a question or anything just really wanted to vent today! I'm sat here at work driving myself a bit mad! lol
I was due AF either yesterday or today but she hasn't shown as yet! however I have been getting spotting / very very light pink discharge since thursday on and off! it's not usual for me to get spotting or anything on the lead up to AF so I'm really hoping that this might mean something! other than this the only symptom I have noticed are twinges but nothing else really though this morning I have felt a bit sicky but it could be in my head! lol.
This is my first month using a CBFM I've read lot's of positive things about it working the first, 2nd, 3rd month so I'm wondering if I am pinning my hopes too highly on this!
I've decided that if AF doesn't show by the end of work today I'm going to go and buy a test to do tomorrow morning just the waiting is driving me round the bend! I also don't want to let myself feel positive about it if you know what I mean? a good while ago it took me ages to get my BFP like weeks of BFNs then I ended up having a M/C this was 2 years ago so I always feel like maybe I have a stupid body that doesn't make the hormone quick enough to detect I'm really hoping that isn't the case! although at that time I had lot's of weird things happening so hopefully that was just a freak incident.
Anyway thanks for listening to me ramble on!
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