IVF'ers March testers thread :-) (5 BFP's )

Hello! Thank you for starting this thread! I am a compulsive Googler and am constantly reading threads just to figure out they were from 2008!

This is IVF #1 for me. Have been TTC for 3 years with DH of 4 years. I have low AMH of .33, tried Clomid (50mg - 2; 100 mg - 2), IUI with injectibles (3), and now on to IVF #1. Running out of insurance so really hoping to make this one count!

I am 1dp3dt, OTD March 30.I am already feeling twinges (which I know can't be implantation yet) and I've felt them before in different rounds hoping for just that and being really disappointed so I'm trying to stay positive and just looking to join others who are going through the same thing.

Hey wnt2bemum- welcome to the nervous 2ww group . I am testing on 30th as well and this is my first ivf. Hopefully the last one for us all!! xxx

Originally Posted by Wnt2BMom2B

Hello! Thank you for starting this thread! I am a compulsive Googler and am constantly reading threads just to figure out they were from 2008!

This is IVF #1 for me. Have been TTC for 3 years with DH of 4 years. I have low AMH of .33, tried Clomid (50mg - 2; 100 mg - 2), IUI with injectibles (3), and now on to IVF #1. Running out of insurance so really hoping to make this one count!

I am 1dp3dt, OTD March 30.I am already feeling twinges (which I know can't be implantation yet) and I've felt them before in different rounds hoping for just that and being really disappointed so I'm trying to stay positive and just looking to join others who are going through the same thing.

Welcome to our thread xxx

I try to not to think about any twinges in the first few days if you think about what your body has been through, your ovaries are super pumped up so I think a lot of the twinges are everything returning back to normal. I would drive myself crazy if I thought of it as anything else xxxx

Welcome 2BMom:-) best of luck with your 2ww.
It really does play havoc with your mind. We go from sane rational women to raving loonies! haha. This is my 2nd cycle and the 2ww is always okish in 1st wk but torture the 2nd half i really hope we all get wonderful happy results this mth and start April full of hope and happiness x

Bugs- I agree that its so hard to tell symptoms apart from our bodies settling down after a lot of poking an prodding but i remain optimistic that sometimes they can be actual symptoms too :-) x

Hello to all. I am really finding this tww difficult because i know it is our last and the prospect of this journey coming to an end terrifies me. Ive spent six years trying with various treatments and it has dominated my life. I am worried i am being too negative for this thread as i know IVF works but it just hasnt worked for me. I am almost too scared to be positive.

My boobs are hurting a bit and i am really bloated which cannot be drugs as this is a natural cycle but i know how badly your mind plays tricks on you.

I did have a lovely experience on a packed train the other day, i must have been craddling my stomach as a man offered me his seat thinking i was pregnant and since i am pupo i acceptedand it felt lovey to feel special.

So want my three little ones to survive.

just by having somewhere To say how i am feeling really helps thank you feeling ab bit more positive

Patient dust for us all
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Originally Posted by KLL100

Hello to all. I am really finding this tww difficult because i know it is our last and the prospect of this journey coming to an end terrifies me. Ive spent six years trying with various treatments and it has dominated my life. I am worried i am being too negative for this thread as i know IVF works but it just hasnt worked for me. I am almost too scared to be positive.

My boobs are hurting a bit and i am really bloated which cannot be drugs as this is a natural cycle but i know how badly your mind plays tricks on you.

I did have a lovely experience on a packed train the other day, i must have been craddling my stomach as a man offered me his seat thinking i was pregnant and since i am pupo i acceptedand it felt lovey to feel special.

So want my three little ones to survive.

I know exactly how you feel I spend my day feeling super confident and positive to a feeling of sheer dread that it may not work I have had 3 not very pleasant experiences so far and just pray that this may be our one time that things go right.

I read through some of the other 2 week wait threads and I have to bite my tongue I would trade their ttc journey over mine any day !!!

I'm off to see my friend later who got pregnant at the same time I had my ectopic and has just popped out no 2. Don't get me wrong I'm delighted for her but surely It would be nice to even just be pregnant while she's had 2 !!!

Right rant over now back to positive thinking xxxx

Hope everyone else is well xxxx

Morning girls :-)

I know the feeling KLL100 and Bugs i go through most of the day feeling very positive and then i get terrified that what IF it hasnt worked?? i cant stand anymore sadness and this is our last IVF cycle on NHS and we cant afford to self fund for a long time and with my very low AMH and poor quality eggs etc i am terrified. I feel jealous sometimes of couples with unexplained infertility as at least they have CHANCE of a natural conception but with me having no tubes i know thats sadly never going to happen so i am hoping and praying with all of my heart this is the one for us. Dh said last night he is so scared as he also knows this is our last big chance really. Its torture. Wish our wombs had lil windows like ovens so we can check how our embies are getting on! lol. Todays symptoms are... very congested with blood stains when i blow my nose. Lovely! lol xxx

Originally Posted by KLL100

Hello to all. I am really finding this tww difficult because i know it is our last and the prospect of this journey coming to an end terrifies me. Ive spent six years trying with various treatments and it has dominated my life. I am worried i am being too negative for this thread as i know IVF works but it just hasnt worked for me. I am almost too scared to be positive.

My boobs are hurting a bit and i am really bloated which cannot be drugs as this is a natural cycle but i know how badly your mind plays tricks on you.

I did have a lovely experience on a packed train the other day, i must have been craddling my stomach as a man offered me his seat thinking i was pregnant and since i am pupo i acceptedand it felt lovey to feel special.

So want my three little ones to survive.

I think offering his seat was a sign that you are pg! My sister was ttc and took a pg test the day before heading to the city to drink with friends and it was a BFN. A random "psychic" street-walker singled her out and insisted she was pg. He said he got a strong vision. Turns out she was & a week later (must have been really late implantation) she got a BFP. I would take whatever signs you get to help stay positive. It is really hard though.