I was so gutted as thought I was out but getting few BFp,s lucky charm thread :)

Really thought this was my month.
Symptoms
cd1-cd5 bled
cd19 blob of yellow cm milky cm prodicted o day on 33 day cycle
cd20 af cramping milky cm
cd 22 ewcm sharp stabbing pain (late ov)
cd 25 miagrain
cd32 v wet
cd33 af cramping gagging pains making me feel sick (normally due on)

cd34 tired af cramps in am cervix high brown pigmentation on face vivid dreams and having to nap during day

cd35 tired irritable napping during day, boobs heavy and hurt when bend over sense of smell going through roof can smell things i dont normally smell,

cd36 (today) been loo used my last first response again can see a pink faint line. But upon wiping a smudge of pink blood
just been loo and brown drops of blood on pad i put on. Feeling very sick and nipples killing me if i touch them.

So my last month of trying and still no luck. Feeling very very down and very upset just feel like gioving up, i have been dreaming of having a daughter the past 2 nights and getting my positive test

so you can imagine how low i am feeling right now.
No hope for me at first thought maybe late implantation as i ovulated late i think on cd22 making today 14dpo.

Gutted

Been to check blood flow and still nothing on pad grrr af i your showing up show up will you all this is kinng me

girlibird, what abt going for a blood test?

they wont do them at my doctor surgery i have asked before when i was bleedinga t 11 weeks 6 days, they said to keep testing untill i got a negative. they are useless, im so upset its horrid, was my last month trying as hubby wants the snip but why have i got faint pink lines on frers ect, i have never experienced a chemical, i have two tests left tesco ones so thinking maybe using them in 2 days time on friday, id those are faint or none existent then i know for sure this is the horrid witch we all want to get rid of. x

found this does this still give me some hope? still no flow since this morning shall i check my cervix?
here is the paragraph i have found

The fertilized egg attaches itself to the uterine wall a few days after conception to cause what is known as implantation bleeding or spotting and starts to produce hCG. Once the egg is fertilized, it will travel to the uterus for implantation. During this time, it will continue to grow in size, its cells dividing and reproducing. The process of traveling and implantation generally occurs anywhere from 10 to 14 days after ovulation and fertilization. Some have reported having implantation bleeding as early as 6 days after conception.

ok sorry to keep posting, but checked cervix she is still in hiding and can not find her any where, was a little blood when removing finger but more of a rusty red color. my period is normally bright red which resembles jam sorry tmi .. argh why cat i except this is the beginning of my cycle

just wana give u hug for ur dilemma.. the blood test could have helped u.. but these docs.. sorry u have to go through this.. hope by next test u get the darkest ever bfp... to declare the pregnancy... fingers crossed..

thank you im crying my eyes out at the min and feeling really let down i use tarot cards and my last reading said i would be expecting again. that was a week ago.. this was my last month trying. the bleeding has stopped at the minute.. no cramping but really cant be ib as 14dpo is very late to have it. maybe just a weird period.. will see what the day has in store. keep getting waves of sickness and going really hot

Got everything crossed for you x I will be stalking! Xxx

I dread getting to my draw the line month (July) with no bfp don't know how I'll be so I can sympathise with how hard this is for you x praying spotting is late ib xxx

thank you.. been to check n baby pink blood almost looked like pad was dyed that color as was not wet blood had to check another pad to make sure. not checking no more.. will see what the day has in store for me.