Home
Momtastic
Site Map
Help
Register
Log In
 

Go Back   BabyandBump > Trying To Conceive Forums > Waiting To Try


Reply
 
LinkBack Thread Tools
Old
Nov 18th, 2009, 12:10 PM
  #11
BnB Addict
Loving being mommy
 
fluffyblue's Avatar
 
Join Date: May 2009
Location: Birmingham UK
Country:
Posts: 2,726
Thanked others: 225
Thanked 843 times in 763 posts
Hi everyone what a lovely thread...

I am WTT after suffering 5 losses in 2 years and now going through this ectopic.

Two of my MC i didnt know I was PG so cant really say I was particularly "gutted" whilst heartbroken afterwards at the time of loss I didnt know so i didnt have chance to bond.

The other two have tormented me ever since. 10 week loss and 9+3 loss both MMC, both HB seen scan pix etc - I think every single day where or what I would be doing now if I had had those babies.

Then this horrible loss now, being blessed to be PG with two babies but one in my uterus and one in my ovary... Thats the horrible bit I couldnt have ever had either becuase even if the one in my uterus was alive, the one in my ovary could have killed me... Life can be so cruel.

I have every day since June 24th 2009 tried to get PG again (this was the date of my 9+3 MMC ERPC) and it virtually destroyed my mind and marriage so in some weird way this loss has been a blessing becuase it it giving me time to get over my losses, grieve for my babies and relax my body and mind.

I feel so much better now I have stopped all my pills etc and am getting my body back to its natural way of life. I also thank god my appointments have come through before Feb 2010 when we plan to start again.

So all of you wonderful ladies here we all know how each other is feeling and there is some wonderful advice flying around...

Mommy2Kian - babe I admire you and you know that in our PM. Lori what a beautiful tribute on your siggie, Drazic - you are a wonderful strong lady and please stay positive, and Beccy, Kittykat and Strawberries im so sorry for all your losses and hope and pray that 2010 is all our times xxxxxxx

__________________
Status: Offline
 
Reply With Quote
Old
Nov 18th, 2009, 12:56 PM
  #12
BnB Addict
 
shocker's Avatar
 
Join Date: Aug 2009
Location: London
Country:
Posts: 4,866
Thanked others: 2,119
Thanked 1,689 times in 1,423 posts
Currently Feeling:
Im wtt but alone so i guess it'll be years for me before ttc, sorry for your losses

__________________
Status: Offline
 
Reply With Quote
Old
Nov 21st, 2009, 06:05 AM
  #13
BnB Addict
You got the love <3
 
Drazic<3's Avatar
 
Join Date: Oct 2008
Location: Norfolk, England.
Country:
Posts: 9,335
Thanked others: 7,178
Thanked 3,881 times in 3,078 posts
Currently Feeling:
Hi girls,
I know this is selfish, but the forum is tormenting me at the moment. I just can't deal with it. I will be on and off, but will be mainly focusing on certain areas. If anyone needs me or wants a chat, please please PM me.

__________________
Status: Offline
 
Reply With Quote
Old
Nov 21st, 2009, 07:20 AM
  #14
BnB Addict
Heartbroken 4 angels :(
 
Join Date: Oct 2009
Location: Dundee
Country:
Posts: 3,412
Thanked others: 1,540
Thanked 953 times in 895 posts
Currently Feeling:
this is a great forum just wanted to say ladies keep your heads high iv suffered two m/c in the space of a year one due to a violent ex and one a suspected ectopic...i miss my babies so much but i guess just becasue my babies arnt physical children it doesnt stop me being a mum...

and im so sorryy for all of you and Drazic your an amazing person

x


Last edited by KA92; Nov 21st, 2009 at 07:21 AM..
Status: Offline
 
Reply With Quote
Old
Nov 22nd, 2009, 06:33 AM
  #15
BnB Addict
You got the love <3
 
Drazic<3's Avatar
 
Join Date: Oct 2008
Location: Norfolk, England.
Country:
Posts: 9,335
Thanked others: 7,178
Thanked 3,881 times in 3,078 posts
Currently Feeling:
I will still be on and off, thank you sweetheart

Does anyone want to swop facebook details? I am often on there - I am so akward to find because of my security settings. If anyone wants please PM me yours and I'll find you

Status: Offline
 
Reply With Quote
Old
Nov 22nd, 2009, 07:55 AM
  #16
Active BnB Member
 
happy-kat's Avatar
 
Join Date: Oct 2009
Location: London
Country:
Posts: 95
Thanked others: 120
Thanked 30 times in 30 posts
Currently Feeling:
Quote:
Originally Posted by Drazic<3 View Post
Huge all round. I SO wish I could do something to make this better for us all, but I guess all we can do is NEVER lose the hope that this WILL happen for us all.

I am okay thank you, my real hold is waiting for my scan next Wednesday to confirm wether it is over or not. I am so hoping I don't have to go in for the D&C as we have done so much to avoid it and I just feel I can't move on until that is over. We had unprotected on Monday which has also made my head all weird. The bleeding had stopped, but I don't think I was really ready, I think it was more comforting each other gone wrong but as I am still getting bfps I don't think in a million years anything will happen. I am just counting down the seconds until Wednesday, alongside wishing it away!

Lori - I can't find ANYTHING which suggests the risk increases. After a full pregnancy, there is a risk in getting pregnant quickly. But after miscarriage, there doesn't seem to be any difference other than being asked to wait for dating purposes. I have to be honest, the idea of ttc is such an issue for me right now. One second I am saying I never want to be pregnant again as I am too scared, the next I want to ttc now, which probably ultimatly means I am not ready.

Ugh! Hugs!
Hi there hun, hope it goes well on wednesday so you can move on from this torment, im feeling off today not quite sure why my breasts are sore and im getting pains in my side not sure if im due to 'O' soon or my body is still recovering, my head feels in a i understand how you feel i want to wait a couple of cycles but find it hard to, we last night so now im thinking if it is my egg i expect the are waiting, and im not sure if thats a good idea although i want it soooo much, i feel so confused -x-

Status: Offline
 
Reply With Quote
Old
Nov 22nd, 2009, 07:58 AM
  #17
BnB Addict
Free to try again!
 
Rumpskin's Avatar
 
Join Date: Dec 2007
Country:
Posts: 7,269
Thanked others: 1,829
Thanked 2,947 times in 2,869 posts
Currently Feeling:
Fantastic idea.

After having had a very emotional and painful miscarriage last November, I am slowly coming round to thinking about ttc again.

Rumps x

__________________
Status: Offline
 
Reply With Quote
Old
Nov 22nd, 2009, 08:01 AM
  #18
Active BnB Member
 
happy-kat's Avatar
 
Join Date: Oct 2009
Location: London
Country:
Posts: 95
Thanked others: 120
Thanked 30 times in 30 posts
Currently Feeling:
oh P.S i would like to join in with the 'weight loss' club ive checked my bmi and im in the over weight catagory with a bmi of 27! dont know how to get the tickers up on my pages so i will have to count down (or up) myself

Status: Offline
 
Reply With Quote
Old
Nov 22nd, 2009, 13:13 PM
  #19
Chat Happy BnB Member
=]
 
mizzk's Avatar
 
Join Date: Apr 2009
Location: UK
Country:
Posts: 1,609
Thanked others: 367
Thanked 472 times in 446 posts
Currently Feeling:
Hi ,Thankyou for making this thread Drazic

We got pregnant on 19th August 09, Got my first faint BFP around the 15th Sept 09, we were so overjoyed and i got my "proper" BFP on the 19th. The week after that i started getting crampy, got brown cm and over the next few days it turned into a heavy flow whilst i was at work & that was the end, we were upset & it hits me now and again, i would have been nearly 14 weeks by now. I'ts hard thinking about what could've been. I know i was only 5 weeks when it happened but it would've been our baby.

Anyway my OH booked us a holiday for May next year with his mam & family which i'm not even bothered about going on, i don't want to wait to try but he says it will do me good etc.

I've only started going in first tri again lately and i havnt been in TTC much either, i feel bitter about it all so ive just been trying to enjoy the rest of the forum.

Excuse my complete soppy ramble but i feel good to let it out in somewhere i fit in

I'm sorry for your losses ladies.

__________________
Status: Offline
 
Reply With Quote
Old
Nov 22nd, 2009, 14:47 PM
  #20
Active BnB Member
 
Daniellebelle's Avatar
 
Join Date: Oct 2009
Location: West Midlands
Country:
Posts: 69
Thanked others: 27
Thanked 12 times in 12 posts
Currently Feeling:
This is a great thread idea. Im feeling pretty lost at the moment, and i feel like i'm in limbo with this forum but i've ended up here. I dont wanna go to the miscarriage support because i don't want to be reminded and i don't really need support i. I'm not TTC because OH isn't ready, as much as i try to persuade him otherwise. Bleh. My thoughts go out to you ladies. xx

__________________
Status: Offline
 
Reply With Quote
Reply

  BabyandBump > Trying To Conceive Forums > Waiting To Try


Bookmarks

Tags
loss, support, thread, wtt

Thread Tools






SEO by vBSEO