I am absolutly beside myself. I just got my letter from the hospital asking me to go to the first appointment at the end of october which by my calculations make me 15weeks pregnant. After having a mmc a few years ago I was hoping to get one sooner and I had a small bit of brown spotting yest. I cant imagine the thought of waiting till I am 15 weeks till I find out if I have a healthy baby inside me. on top of that I have no symptoms slight feeling of sickness and on/off sore boobs. I know people say all pegnancys are diferent and I do take that on board but its just soooo hard what can I do.