I'm back... (tentatively) I had a m/c at 5w3d over the summer, after which OH and I decided to be extra careful regarding protection, which meant a minimal amount of sex, and always after I was supposed to ovulate (the "rhythm" method, which I know isn't the greatest). We also used the "pull-out" method (also not the best, but it's worked for us in the past). At some point, and I can't figure out where, we slipped up. I feel like a complete idiot for saying so, because really, it's not hard to stay protected, and I can't make any excuses. Now, I'm terrified. Terrified of my entire family and what they'll think (they all pushed abortion on me, and if not that then they'd try and force me to become emancipated). Terrified of what the future between OH and I holds now. He said he couldn't support me if I got pregnant before I went to uni, and before he left for boot camp. I talk and type a lot when I'm anxious, so pardon the looong post, but I really need somebody to talk to. I feel like I know I can make this work, but I'm afraid no one will be willing to work with me... even OH, in spite of how incredible our relationship has been the last couple months.