1st month with the 2WW -- I need help from all you experienced mommies!

[LovefromLA]

So as you all know this two week wait seems like it takes an eternity and leaves you full of anxiety and wishful thinking.. So I'm not quite sure if my mind is playing tricks on my body because I've heard that you can convince your self so much that you're pregnant that you actually start to notice symptoms. Anyways, my hunny is in the army and he's stationed in California and I'm still in FL until we get married in a few months. So I only see him every 4-6 months. Well he was just home from July 2-20. And so we tried all month, hopefully successfully! I ovulated somewhere between the 10-13. On the 18th I started spotting and that continued for a week. The spotting was mainly brown light pink but some days it had a hint of red. Only once did the spotting actually stain the pad, it was mostly only there when I wiped.. Was a week to long to spot even if implantation took place?.. :/ Just starting yesterday I've had awful back pain! Like it feels like I pulled something but haven't done any lifting or anything I've actually been doing ALOT of napping and relaxing because I'm literally always exhausted. Another thing I've noticed is I restless at night but I think that's from the anxiety to be honest. I don't really have much breast tenderness they're a little sore (mainly by my armpits and center of my chest) but it's tolerable and I don't really notice it.. My nipples are more sensitive than normal but nothing crazy! So that makes me believe that I couldn't have conceived because everyone always says that's the first sign! Has anyone been pregnant without sore breasts in the beginning..? Is this all in my head or couldn't we have been blessed this month? My period isn't due until Friday. I've tested this morning with a BFN still too soon?*
I really appreciate you all taking the time to read and I would love some input and advise ladies! oh! And I'm sorry it's soooo long!

 

[hoping4girl]

Ah its ok!! I know the waiting is the hardest part, I am the worst waiter ever. Your symptoms sound promising tho!! My back is hurting this cycle too, that was my first sign. And BBs hurt but not as bad as the last pregnancy, but I think they actually start to hurt more after the BFP. At least for me they do. And it may be too soon to test, you may just have to wait till Friday. fingers crossed for you!!!

 

[LovefromLA]

Yay congrats for you! I wish you a really happy pregnancy! and thanks for your input I'm really hoping that it is too soon, but then again trying not to get my hopes too high.