daisymay11
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Hey Ladies,
I have my 20 week scan tomorrow morning and we are going to be finding out the gender. This is my first child so I keep telling myself that either way I will be happy. To be honest though I have always wanted to have a daughter. I really want to to have that special relationship like my mom and I have. OH and I plan on having 2 children so I will have one more shot but I am so scared that tomorrow they are going to tell me it is a boy and I will be upset. I don't want to cry or act upset when I know I am lucky that I am pregnant. I am terrified of how I will feel and how to deal with it. I am so nervous that when I start thinking about it my heart races and I feel like I am going to throw up. I feel like a bad person because I am so focused on gender when I should be worried about the health of my LO.
I have my 20 week scan tomorrow morning and we are going to be finding out the gender. This is my first child so I keep telling myself that either way I will be happy. To be honest though I have always wanted to have a daughter. I really want to to have that special relationship like my mom and I have. OH and I plan on having 2 children so I will have one more shot but I am so scared that tomorrow they are going to tell me it is a boy and I will be upset. I don't want to cry or act upset when I know I am lucky that I am pregnant. I am terrified of how I will feel and how to deal with it. I am so nervous that when I start thinking about it my heart races and I feel like I am going to throw up. I feel like a bad person because I am so focused on gender when I should be worried about the health of my LO.