Well as my title says it, I have 3 boys + am pregnant with my 4th and most definitely probably last baby ever. Big question is, should I find out gender???? I really dont know! I have my 21.5 week scan on wednesday and Im still sitting on the fence about finding out! Ahhh.... Honestly, Im really toying with the idea of waiting till birth because honestly I cant be bothered with peoples comments and I dont want to be disappointed with gender. I was disappointed with having my 3rd boy BUT hes the cutest and most easy-going baby I have. I felt so guilty for being so disappointed! So now,Im thinking if I should protect myself and not tell people? And to make sure I dont let the cat out of the bag, I feel like not knowing gender myself? Deep down inside, Im mentally preparing myself that its a box number 4. I honestly dont know if my body knows how to conceive a baby girl and I dont know if theres some chemical process that is not working properly such that Ive only conceived boys. I Do enjoy not knowing and carrying that flicker of hope that is a girl. I know that once baby is born, I cant be bothered anyway. What would YOU do? I need to decide soon!