39 and trying to conceive:-(

[Bonnie1990]

Still bfn. Damn I have too many tests in the house!

 

[PositiveUs]

Bonnie-12DPO is still early, but you know that and quite honestly I kind of hate it when people say "its still early, there is still a chance!" because I feel like if it was positive it would be positive by now, but that's just the pesimist inside me.

I kind of want to test tomorrow as it will be 16DPO, but AF is due the day after that, so maybe I will just wait. My temps are good but I cannot let that fool me again!!!!!!!!!!!

I watch the thermometer as it takes my temp, I don't wait until it beeps! I hate it when you look at the thermometer and it's just not moving up!!! It's like the worst feeling! So now I have temping anxiety I stare at the thermometer like I have some mind control that can make it keep rising!!! It's ridiculous
Maybe some meditation prior to the temp taking will help me be ok with whatever outcome there is.

I searched FF for charts for women over 39 and saw sooooooooooooooo many naturally pregnant! It really helps boost morale!

 

[Bonnie1990]

You should post your chart.
It's dark when I temp at 5am and I would go cross eyes trying to watch it lol
I just wait for the beep.

Yes I know it's early and I try to tell myself that. But when is the 10miu sensatives it's hard to say that. You really feel it should be showing somethjng if I was by now.

And charts! Omg they always look pretty!
One full cycle left at 39 after this. Ughhh

 

[PositiveUs]

I don't know how to post my chart!

 

[Bonnie1990]

Is it fertility friend chart!

 

[PositiveUs]

It is a FF chart, and I've done it before but I think I have a case of the dumbies today.

 

[Bonnie1990]

Lol

Go to your FF chart page
Sharing
Get code
Copy link for Chart Thumbnail

Paste code into your bnb signature

 

[PositiveUs]

Hmmmm

 

[PositiveUs]

Ok.

 

[PositiveUs]

Thanks!

 

[Bonnie1990]

Yeah!

 

[PositiveUs]

I still have this old-fashioned belief that you just "know" when you're pregnant. I just can't imagine not having the slightest inclination before testing.

I recommend the book Three Magic Words. It has greatly helped my attitude. It has nothihng to do with fertility in particular. I think you can upload it online for free.

 

[PositiveUs]

Just waiting for AF, due tomorrow. I feel like I will get AF soon. Temp is lowering.
My first baseline scan for ivf is monday.

Good luck to everyone!- Don't forget your omega 3 fatty acids! Supposedly help with the uterine lining and implantation. I take the supplement that also has DHA and I eat walnuts.

 

[Bonnie1990]

Well my temp was still up but bfn
Af due Friday
Feeling crampy today

I take:
CoQ10 400mg/day
DHEA 75mg/day
Xiao Yao San. 3 tabs 2x/day (new)
Prenatal Vitamin
Acupuncture 2x month (pre-ov and pre-af)

 

[PositiveUs]

Temp way down, mild cramps, no spotting, 2 pimples, moody at times.
This is it, AF any minute now!

Kind of dissapointed. Oh well. It's just hard at this age. It's just not as common to have a bfp.

Good luck to everyone else!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[PositiveUs]

If I can't have kids, then I want to be more sucessful and/or have more money.

 

[Bonnie1990]

My temp went down today today. Not a nosedive but still.
Crampy off and on. Just waiting.

 

[Bonnie1990]

Dup? Lol

 

[trying4four]

Still waiting to O over here. Hopefully today or the next day. I think the HSG has totally thrown my whole cycle off.

 

[Bonnie1990]

Hsg shouldn't really affect it.
Cd1
Clomid is on the way