42.3 and trying for #4

[Serenjay]

aww we dont feel like that.. wish a hug could make you feel better x

 

[Sunshine14]

And I'm sorry to everyone for being so super self-absorbed

Hey Maxxi completely understandable to be self absorbed in your situation hun - you have been through a lot sweetie and I am praying that the trigger left ur system and like 2plus says the hcg starts to show through if you are testing xx have everything crossed for you sweetheart - ur having bloodwork done on Monday right? Will that show for definite whetehr it worked hun? or is it still very early? Praying and hoping it works out for u babe xx thinking of u xx

2plus so happy to here you had another good scan babe! - I hope ur genetic testing goes smoothly and then you can relax and enjoy the rest of ur pg hun! Thanks for asking about my house - we are trying to get a mortgage in place at the moment and it is taking forever! Also waiting for the seller to find somewhere else and they seem to be taking forever but the time delay helps us get our finances in order to be ready to move!!

Seren - how are you feeling sweetie? Hope the sickness has reduced a bit and you're feeling a bit better? How many weeks are you now hun?

Fandabby good to hear from you hun xx can't believe Mistique is 7 months now - time flies I bet she is gorgeous - you should post a pic of her if you ever get a spare 5 minutes!! lol

Snow - hope ur well.

Mgirl - if ur still around hun hope ur okay xx

Charlie - if you happen to be reading this I wanted to give you my sincere condolences. I read on another thread that Zoe passed away end of January and you ended up in intensive care. If you are reading this I am so so sorry hun - what you have been through with Zoe is just so heartbreaking and to almost lose your life as well is just so scary. You are so brave xxxxx I know I can never really understand how you are feeling or what you have beeen through but I hope and pray that as time goes by each day gets a little bit easier for you. I also pray that you get your rainbow baby in your arms and send you tons of babydust for trying again xxxx we are all here for you if you want to come back at any time xxxxxx

Afm - I think I O'd last night cd12 on the soy - only managed to get one bd in yesterday morning so not sure it is really enough this month! Will try to get another one in tonight. We got a kitten last week so have been busy at home with that - it's super cute! Anyway hugs & kisses to you all.

Maxxi keep us posted if you do test hun? Or to update on Monday - have everything crossed for you hun xxxxxxxxxxx and praying you get your sticky little bean finally xxxxxxxxxx

 

[maxxiandniko]

And I'm sorry to everyone for being so super self-absorbed

Hey Maxxi completely understandable to be self absorbed in your situation hun - you have been through a lot sweetie and I am praying that the trigger left ur system and like 2plus says the hcg starts to show through if you are testing xx have everything crossed for you sweetheart - ur having bloodwork done on Monday right? Will that show for definite whetehr it worked hun? or is it still very early? Praying and hoping it works out for u babe xx thinking of u xx

2plus so happy to here you had another good scan babe! - I hope ur genetic testing goes smoothly and then you can relax and enjoy the rest of ur pg hun! Thanks for asking about my house - we are trying to get a mortgage in place at the moment and it is taking forever! Also waiting for the seller to find somewhere else and they seem to be taking forever but the time delay helps us get our finances in order to be ready to move!!

Seren - how are you feeling sweetie? Hope the sickness has reduced a bit and you're feeling a bit better? How many weeks are you now hun?

Fandabby good to hear from you hun xx can't believe Mistique is 7 months now - time flies I bet she is gorgeous - you should post a pic of her if you ever get a spare 5 minutes!! lol

Snow - hope ur well.

Mgirl - if ur still around hun hope ur okay xx

Charlie - if you happen to be reading this I wanted to give you my sincere condolences. I read on another thread that Zoe passed away end of January and you ended up in intensive care. If you are reading this I am so so sorry hun - what you have been through with Zoe is just so heartbreaking and to almost lose your life as well is just so scary. You are so brave xxxxx I know I can never really understand how you are feeling or what you have beeen through but I hope and pray that as time goes by each day gets a little bit easier for you. I also pray that you get your rainbow baby in your arms and send you tons of babydust for trying again xxxx we are all here for you if you want to come back at any time xxxxxx

Afm - I think I O'd last night cd12 on the soy - only managed to get one bd in yesterday morning so not sure it is really enough this month! Will try to get another one in tonight. We got a kitten last week so have been busy at home with that - it's super cute! Anyway hugs & kisses to you all.

Maxxi keep us posted if you do test hun? Or to update on Monday - have everything crossed for you hun xxxxxxxxxxx and praying you get your sticky little bean finally xxxxxxxxxx

I go in Monday morning for bloodwork. It won't be too early so I'll know. That line is just lingering. Yesterday it seemed slightly darker in the afternoon and I only have one more test so I'm using it up today and that's it. I must have spent $200 on tests. I will update either way on Monday. I have go in at 8:30 but have no idea when they'll get the results.

 

[maxxiandniko]

Charlie I am so sorry.

 

[Serenjay]

Sunshine im 11+1 but baby measured 11+4 on Thursday so measuring almost 12 weeks scan was not best quality.... Got a hidden ticker below x

Im still vomiting but in between meals.. managing little snacks..

I only BD once in Jan.. as I didnt want to get pregnant straight after my loss dec 27th... and I got pregnant with this one LOL so only takes 1 time.

I was on Q10 for 4 months and stopped taking it December... they say eggs are 90 day cycle.. so I think this baby is from a better quality Q10 egg (lost 7 all early 18 months before)

 

[marathongirl]

Hi Ladies! I'm still here.
Serenjay- congrats!!! Did I read in your ticker that you have 7 early losses? I have 5 so there might sti be hope!
2plus- so happy things are ticking along for you. Fx'd all your tests are perfect!
Maxxi- fx'd for tomorrow!
AFM- cd1 today
Oh well onwards and upwards. The good news is that I had a 27 day cycle so getting back to normal after my last loss.

 

[Sunshine14]

Hey Maxxi did you test today hun? is there aline getting darker? Fingers xd and everything else for your blood test tomorrow xxx

Nice to hear from u mgirl - glad ur well xx

Seren sorry to hear ur being sick hope it eases up soon hun xxx

 

[charlie15]

Thanks Sunshine, I haven't really been on BnB much but re appeared recently and you saw my post. All a bit horrible, but I have no regrets with my choices and I have made an amazing recovery so physically all good. I had a c section so not sure what that means about TTC again, if we decided to try again. We will see.

I haven't read through too much here I'm afraid but I hope that you are all keeping well x

 

[fandabby]

Thanks Sunshine, I haven't really been on BnB much but re appeared recently and you saw my post. All a bit horrible, but I have no regrets with my choices and I have made an amazing recovery so physically all good. I had a c section so not sure what that means about TTC again, if we decided to try again. We will see.

I haven't read through too much here I'm afraid but I hope that you are all keeping well x

Hey Charlie

I Read Sunshine's earlier post and my heart sank for you. What a traumatic experience which will stay with you. You are strong and amazing to go through what you did, Zoe was lucky to have you.

Glad you are physically better.

Sending you hugs.

What are your plans now? You still wanting to try again?

Stay strong honey, thinking about you and your family and so sorry for your loss.

 

[fandabby]

Maxxi good luck tomorrow. Lots of baby dust. Hope you get positive results.

 

[Serenjay]

Yes Marathon 7 early losses.. last one was Dec 27th and fell pregnant with this one straight after... so there is always hope x

Sunshine its horrific. x

So sorry to hear about your baby Charlie xx As for ttc after C section.. I know my daughter had a C section with my Granddaughter and they advised her not to get pregnant for at least a year after so the scar heals properly..

 

[maxxiandniko]

Hey Maxxi did you test today hun? is there aline getting darker? Fingers xd and everything else for your blood test tomorrow xxx

Nice to hear from u mgirl - glad ur well xx

Seren sorry to hear ur being sick hope it eases up soon hun xxx

I used up all my tests yesterday and on 3rd and 4th morning urine after drinking a bottle of pelligrino and a large decaf coffee and that damn faint line was still there. I refused to test today because I wanted my last memory of my sticks as having faint lines.

 

[maxxiandniko]

All but confirmed that it's a negative. The clinic called but it was actually my dr and she said that she wanted to discuss my results which never happens. She said she'll call back at 4:30. I emailed the nurse and said that I'm guessing my beta was negative and would the dr leave that message on my voicemail if I can't pick up and she said that she can ask her to. So that's it. Don't know what I exactly feel at the moment but I guess it's too much so it's nothing

 

[Serenjay]

Oh I hope the Dr calls with some good news x

 

[2plus1more]

We've been out of town. Hoping for good news Maaxi. Maybe it's not what you think.

So sorry to hear about Zoe, Charlie. As Sunshine said, we can't understand what you're going through, but I do hope for peace in the future. My condolences.

 

[maxxiandniko]

Negative beta. So i just ate 5 cookies in a row and may go for the last two. Anyway. The dr said donor eggs is my best shot but no on that. Then I asked if there was any sperm left and she said yes and I asked about an another cycle and she said that my chances aren't great but since I got a blast the strength of my some of my eggs are good and so she'd be open to another try. They're going to check insurance and if insurance says ok I'll try again.

 

[Serenjay]

Oh im sorry... I hope that the insurance will pay for another round... one of the girls in one of the other rooms used a donor... beautiful he is but not for everyone. xx

 

[2plus1more]

Sorry to hear it Maaxi. I agree though. You had that blast and that was very positive news so try to focus on that. There was a girl on the forums that became pregnant with her first through IVF at 43. Have you or would you consider supplements such as DHEA? Some women swear by acupuncture just before and after transfer. I understand if you're not wanting to discuss all this. Take time for yourself.

 

[fandabby]

So sorry Maxxi to read your news. Hoping you can have another round. Fingers crossed.

 

[Serenjay]

I took Q10 for 4 months and ended up with my healthier egg