10DPO - I was so tired last night at 5:30 I went to go to bed at 6 last night... I laid in bed tossing and turning then about 8ish I was wide awake... I finally fell asleep around 1am this morning, I woke up at 9am this morning. I just went to the bathroom again and when I wiped, i saw some pinkish/light brownish blood. Okay I am now officially starting to get excited. Holding back so hard I don't want to get excited until I test and see those two pretty lines ^_^ I am going to hold out til the 10th I think which is when AF is expected to show, unless this pinkish/light brownish was the start of AF -.-
9DPO - Afternoon
I woke up again at 9:30 had to pee, nothing new the past few posts haha. It broke into my dream again but this time I had a dream that I had a test, it was an odd looking test, it was a FRER, but heart shaped, and the test line and the control lines were very odd, instead of being two straight dark lines, the spelled Love like this
|L|
|O|
|V|
|E|
Super weird, but when you took it apart (as we know pretty much everyone does) it wasnt a strip, it was like a blush brush, just white and had the pregnancy test stuff on it. It was cool but very odd. I still havent tested, I dont wanna test too early and I dont wanna deal with a false negative.. But then again I dont wanna deal with a true negative. I know most people who dream about a positive test normally get a BFN, the shocky pains are not present anymore. I am so tired, I went back to sleep after I went to the bathroom. I woke up at 11:30 and it's now 2:29 an I swear I could lay down right now and go back to sleep. I took a shower thinking that would wake me up and it didnt do anything but relax me and make me want to sleep more. What do you girls think from all my journal entries?
9DPO - EARRLLYY AM- 1:54am
So I woke up about 45 minutes ago not sure for what reason I didnt have to pee, surprising haha, I am about to go back to bed but I wanted to mark this down before my normal AM post. Not sure why I woke up, but about 5 minutes after waking up I felt a pain go threw my left side of my abdomen. It felt like I got prodded by a electrical socket prod thing, lasted for about 5 minutes 3 different times in the same spot. I got up and walked around for about 10-15 minutes thinking it would some how ease it, when I stopped walking I felt the pain again same exact spot, I ended up kinda rocking back and forth on my bed hands down on the mattress feet on the floor. I am still feeling the pains but not as intensely as I did when they first started. With that said, I am heading back to sleep land and not holding my breath, dont wanna get my hopes up as I have stated in previous posts. I will write more in the morning after I wake up again