4dpo and feeling fed up

[Nat0619]

Hi Ladies

Just feeling fed up today. Think its not only ttc getting me down to be honest as I'm job hunting too and just so ready to get a job offer now.

Having quite a few niggling aches very low down but know they can't mean anything as way too early for any symptoms.

Think I've decided to have a month off stressing about it next month, we go away to Cornwall end of September/early Oct for a week and don't think I'll bother taking my CBFM with me, will just enjoy the holiday.

Good luck all x

 

[AndreaFlorida]

I hear that completely agree I'm getting my doubts as well and just want to take a TTC break.....well we'll still be trying but I won't be keeping up with anything!

 

[Nat0619]

I have days like this though, do you? Will probably feel completely differently again next week!

Part of me just thinks it shouldn't be this hard?! I know there are plenty of ladies on here that have been trying a lot longer than me though (me 6 months ttc but 12 months of NTNP prior to that). How come there are all these women that fall pregnant 'by accident' or in the first month of trying. My best friend in New Zealand fell pregnant first month at age 35. Of course I was pleased for her and she has an absolutely gorgeous 18 month old boy now but she never wanted kids in her 20's and early 30's, suddenly changed her mind and, bam, pregnant immediately.

Sorry for rant, just can't help my jealousy sometimes. Think maybe I'm having an early PMS day x