5 or 6dpo

[Oasis717]

Your temps look awesome xxx

 

[patienceiav]

It is terrible isn't it i'm going to try and keep myself busy today without doing anything too strenuous ! I think a nice long walk with the mother in law after a bit of tidying will be good what're you going to do today to keep busy ?

My temps really aren't to be trusted, they always stay high till AF comes, I don't normally get the big drop before AF so I could start bleeding with high temps it's nice to hope though ! Come on we need to have some hope you have a faint bfp c'mon don't be down !

 

[Oasis717]

Well dh has took our 5 year old fishing today so its just me and my 9 month old, that def keeps me busy but nothing seems to take my mind of this! Am almost positive if I do the other boots one today there won't be anything there, just not feeling it but I can't help but hope! My temp drop usually on the day of AF or the day before, hope you manage to take your mind off things today xxxxx

 

[patienceiav]

Ahh must be lots of fun to have a little one (or more) to play with I did some vaccuming now i'm cooling down and doing my nails, can't afford to get sweaty and need a shower cuz i've already put my progesterone cream on for today

 

[Oasis717]

Ah of course you can't shower after! Well its all go here but my minds still on the other Boots test, think I'm gunna cave in I just have to know! Xxx

 

[Oasis717]

Caved and did the other Boots one, BFN oh wellxxxxx

 

[patienceiav]

Aww damn maybe your evening pee isn't as good, you still had a fab time line yesterday!

If it's any consolation my mother in law has taken me round baby shops my ovaries hurt! Lol

 

[Oasis717]

No my aft pee is better lol, there's the exact same line on both the tests the first one just looked darker in the case, I'm gunna give up now nx month we will give it our all did you enjoy the shops? Xxxx

 

[Oasis717]

Oh and I was looking on countdowntopregnancy these tests aren't even dark by 16/17 dpo! Xx

 

[patienceiav]

Shops was nice, got to take my mind off it for a bit still got brown cm though which i'm pretty sure means AF is on her way, i'm just going to keep up the cream and hope for the best, I might have to test tomorrow morning just in case but i'm not expecting anything !

 

[Oasis717]

Keeping everything crossed for you!!! Did a Superdrug Early test BFN!! So that's me and testing over I think for this month! Xxxx

 

[patienceiav]

I can tell af is on her way maybe if I'm lucky I'll only spot tomorrow so I can scrape back an extra day on my lp! i don't have any energy left to be sad any more, off to the specialist once af is confirmed

(I caved and tested this evening, bfn/line eye)

 

[Oasis717]

Oh hunni I'm really sorry, I totally understand, this evening I feel like giving up there's obviously something wrong now as its been 7 months and at my age anything over 6 your supposed to see a specialist, hope you get some answers, dh said we'll try for two more months then look for help xxxx

 

[patienceiav]

Morning,

Still spotting and temp drop, it's all over for sure ! At this dpo i've never had a temp rise after a drop in all the months, at least I am going to be an absolute stubborn ox when I meet the specialist, she peeved me off when we met in June because she refused to strt anything till the 1year mark despite me having obvious issues with my progesterone. She said we could do a blood test at ANY time of the month and she'd still know my levels ?! Ugh so annoying when every other country i've heard of does it at very specific times, how will you know if the progesterone is low if you don't check it during 2ww ? Ugh.

Anyway i'm going to push on with the cream till i see red (literally lol) couldn't resist a test but BFN as expected, I peeked at last nights which had a mean little evap on it but it's only that cuz it was 12hours old

I still have sore boobies, nausea and that stretching in my abdomen, though i'm beginning to think i must have pulled something for it to have ached for 4days !

I see your temp is up ! How are you feeling ?

 

[Oasis717]

You know it makes me so angry when they have attitudes like that, like it would hurt to start the ball rolling, I'm sure if it was someone in their life that wanted some help they'd want them too have it, I really hope she's more understanding next timexxx ah I've accepted its over for this month my temp doesn't start dropping til about 12dpo and its quite normal for me to have a small rise at this point so.......onwards to the next cycle I guess xxxxxx

 

[patienceiav]

I can't quite face the thought of my next cycle just yet I still feel so symptomy ! That's really un-normal for me just before AF, by the time i'm spotting i'm usually symptom free. I'm more annoyed cuz both last night and this mornings dry tests had mini lines, there was no indent on the test, will be interesting to see how this mornings looks when it's as old as last nights !

I have a glass of wine with my name on it if I start seeing red today I don't want to give up yet


Yeah she was quite horrible, here in sweden women obsess about feminism and career over children, it's not uncommon to frown upon people under about 35, she even asked what we did for a living and said we were so young (both 28) i felt quite insulted, thinking i'll take one more visit to her and if she doesn't do as i want (or at least try to help her way instead of not helping at all) i'll try someone else. UGH!

 

[patienceiav]

Damnit the line doesn't show up here now I can't remove it! Here a see a line but this is 3 hours old now

 

[Oasis717]

See id have specific symptoms by now and I just don't have anything other than pmt so for my own sanity I need to stop thinking I've got a chance, no symptoms and a ton of neg tests! Ah well, I am upset but I'm trying not to dwell, symptoms and a faint line sound promising, I told you its all on you now lol, so hoping for you!!!! I didn't know you were in Sweden cause its says England in your location xxxxxx really hoping you won't have the need to go back to her at all! Xxx

 

[patienceiav]

Haha I was trying to hide my TTC from my bosses, like they'll ever find these forums but still i'm british but live here now

It's so frustrating with that pic, the line is so visible on my phone but it's probably just an evap anyway, I will test regardless if i keep spotting or see red, just because i need to know if it was a chemical or not, trying not to get my hopes up with a temp drop and a possible evap combined with spotting, not the best stage setup for a bfp

 

[Oasis717]

You can't help but hope though! Its so hard not to, there's a tiny part of me that keeps hoping until I see red! I'd rather live anywhere than the UK, a years a long, long time to make you wait, 6 months should be for everyone regardless of age, there's a few simple tests that can be done just by bloods so why that can't happen I don't know!! Xxx