7+3 weeks & bleeding

Discussion in 'Pregnancy - First Trimester' started by Fireflies, Jun 1, 2011.

  1. Fireflies

    Fireflies Mummy to an Angel (7w3d)

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    Hi ladies.
    I woke up at about 6am bleeding :( I'd been spotting all day yesterday but stupidly shrugged it off when it came down to actually going to the hospital. So I actually just put a towel on my bed, shoved a pad on & went back to sleep. I thought it would just go away again & then I could just not go to hospital. I think the reason I did this is because I don't want to go into hospital & for them to say its a MC, so stupidly i pretended it wasn't happening to me.
    Well... I just woke up properly this time. It honestly looks like i could have been peeing blood for the amount that is there. I then went to the toilet & out pops a clot.
    I broke down in tears. The only person in the house is my 16 year old brother. He found me & sorted me out & is now checking bus times to get me over to the hospital. Its sad that he has more common sense than me, but really after seeing the clot I don't think I could pretend it wasnt happening anymore anyways.
    FoB is 40 miles away & my brother can't stay with me as he has an exam revision thing at school today. I feel so alone. :(
    I also feel like its my fault. Im nitpicking everything ive done in the last few days & wondering if anything ive done has caused this. And now im thinking what if i went to hospital when i first saw that little bit of brown blood. Could they have stopped the bleeding? Probably not, I dont think theres much they can do, but all logic has kind of wiped itself from my brain atm.

    So theres a little update on my life at the moment.
    I'll probably get to the hospital for 11.30am, im hoping to hear its anything other than miscarriage. I want to see that little heartbeat flickering & hear the whoosh more than anything.
    Wish me luck ladies. :cry:
     
  2. XxSamBxX

    XxSamBxX Mom & Expecting #2

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    fx'd for you hun! please keep us posted!! sorry your going thru this aweful time!!
     
  3. starnicole

    starnicole Well-Known Member

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    :hugs:so sorry. don't blame yourself, you did nothing wrong!
     
  4. Kayleigh Lou

    Kayleigh Lou Well-Known Member

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    Sorry your having to go through this :hugs:
     

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