Heyx
Hope ur ok , missing our chats xxx
Hey missed speaking to you too....
Kept off here for a bit as I haven't had my head in the baby making land. New year was just so crazy after
and my world being amazing to then mc
I'm feeling fine though now.
Need to start my CBFM again, when af comes ill do it.
Fingers are crossed your cycles are settling back down.
So how you feeling?
Xxx
Aw no, i dont believe it I cant believe this has happened to us both twice now! You must be utterly devestated as it had taken you a little while. Im so sorry hun, I hope you are physically well? Even though I have been through this i never know what to say if im honest, i can never wrap my head round the injustice, its horrible! You really deserved that bfp.
Have you been given any reason? Or is it just one of those awful fuckin shit balls life just likes too throw us! Sorry for the swearing
Yep you get onto the cbfm when ur ready, you know it works
Cycles are settled now, i had a 28 day one then a 30 then my last cycle was only 22 but im on cd24 so i thjnk that last one was just a blip. I hv put it down to i may hv ov from tubeless side hence the shorter cycle but who really knows 28/30 was normal before ectopic x we have been just taking the ntnp route. I still have alot of fears and i dont quite yet feel ready to put my all into it and then get bfp's x I havent tested at all the past 3 cycles and i feel thts a big deal for me. Hopefully it will happen again and go right for me this year.
How are your cycles have they settled or none yet? I hope your ok, take care and really invest some time in yourself x once is hard enough but 2 is gut wrenching. Its hard too face but i am praying we both get there one day! (Soon)
Love n hugs xxxxx
I'm not feeling too bad to be honest, feel like I've got the not too bothered attitude towards getting my bfp at the moment from all the heartache. It took me ages to get my first cycle but then I was 28 days the next cycle and just came off on Monday. Definitely gonna try and spice up out sex life and not think about whether I've caught this cycle each month.
Well done on the not testing,that's definitely an achievement, I'd be so happy the same as u for managing to hold off.
I'm not gonna be testing the way I was, I really can't handle the heartache.
Glad to hear your cycles are settled and I agree, it may have been the tube u had removed hence the shorter cycle. I feel your fear (I know I didn't go through what you went through but I still worry I case anything happens again)
Our time will definitely come, we both so deserve this, we've been given the bfps and then our awaited bundles of joy taken away from us. So many people around me are pregnant which is hard to handle but I deal with it as well as i can, and feel happy for them.
We've been taken to hell and back haven't we
so thankful I have you to talk to. You fully understand me which is great so a huge thankyou for your kind words and being there for me.
I had to laugh at your swearing rant, trust me it's so often I just stand shouting all sorts of swear words as to why all this is happening.
Xxxx