7DPO; want to struggle thru week 2 w/me?

[moonbeam38]

im trying i really am.....im just ranting....
i know some would think 'get a grip woman,at least you have kids' but....i know this is going to sound dreadful its the 1st time ive ever felt broody...i had my son very young & i kept it hidden from everyone for 6mnths whilst still at school..with my second i was in a controlling relationship with a vile creature who beat me whilst pregnant ( i escaped with a police escort at 7mnths after a public beating) i love both my children dearly...but ive been with my OH for 7years & we want a child together & i cant give him one....jeeeez 10yrs ago i only needed to sniff a pair of undies & i would get pregnant......

SORRY for the mega rant i think i just needed to get that out!!!!!!! xx

 

[Kixy]

Moonbeam...you are entitled to feel the way you do, no need to apologize for the rant. I have 2 children as well...although I completely adore them...I feel that I need another one. I had my first child at 19 and didn't actually learn how to enjoy being a mother until much later. I got married to my dh and 3 years later had my daughter who is 6. Now we feel it is time for another child...ttc on and off for over a year now...didn't think it would have taken this long. When I say on and off...I took a break for a couple of months just to relax and not stress about it.

 

[moonbeam38]

thank you.....i just feel a bit guilty as there are some lovely ladies on here who dont even have the joy of previous children.
im going to throw myself into a stress free few weeks & concentrate on getting fit again...thanks again for kind words xx

 

[Kixy]

No problem moonbeam...

 

[moonbeam38]

morning ladies....
well i guess im out,after 2 early & spotting this morning oldface is most definately on her way.
im gonna take a bit of a break from ttc & coming on here as im finding it all a bit much,i think losing my dad & baby within a few months of each has taken its toll & im not strong enough yet to deal with the constant disappointment.
i hope all who get theirhave a happy & healthy 9mnths & those still trying...keep the faith!!!
but afm im off....i need to work on rebuilding a stronger me.
take care lovely ladies xx

 

[welshgem]

morning ladies....
well i guess im out,after 2 early & spotting this morning oldface is most definately on her way.
im gonna take a bit of a break from ttc & coming on here as im finding it all a bit much,i think losing my dad & baby within a few months of each has taken its toll & im not strong enough yet to deal with the constant disappointment.
i hope all who get theirhave a happy & healthy 9mnths & those still trying...keep the faith!!!
but afm im off....i need to work on rebuilding a stronger me.
take care lovely ladies xx

take care hun. xx

 

[moonbeam38]

thank you...i will pop on occasionally to see how you are all doing but i think i just need to take a bit of pressure off myself...this weekend has made me realise how much im still grieving...(my dads birthday next week so i guess its all just got a bit much)
FXD for you all.....xx

 

[Kixy]

Take care of yourself moonbeam.

 

[mrs m25]

I am with you all 7dpo!! Not many symptoms just fulle bbs and some tingling in my ovaries, bloated. I have been in a very off mood today and not sure if it is just me being grumpy for no reason, The only thing with my m/c i had very very sore bbs and not the case at the moment so cant help but fear i am out!!!

 

[moonbeam38]

i took some advice & started a journal...feel free to stalk
https://www.babyandbump.com/ttc-jou...amblings-ttc-our-much-wanted-little-bump.html

 

[BlessedLoved]

Oh, moonbeam38, I'm sorry for the loss of your father & baby! It must be near impossible not to stress about that AND ttc. Take care of yourself, & I'll say a prayer for you.


I'm still waiting & trying not to test. I used all the sticks last time I thought I was pregnant so I (thankfully) have none in the house or I'm sure I would have given in by now.
My husband is being supportive, which is good... Yesterday I said "Wow, I lost my breath just walking up the stairs." & he said "maybe you're tired because you're pregnant!" which is so sweet, but is sort of getting my hopes up!
Trying to keep things positive & reassure myself that the Lord has a plan for me, my husband, & any possible future babies

 

[roothy]

Well ladies..... witch crept up today and got me!

Was feeling quite hopeful - temperature was still up and chart looked like I had had an implantation dip. Then I realised although period due today tomorrow I hadnt had any of the tearfulness and moodiness I usually get in the coupl eof days before I am due..... was hoping this was the month.... byt seems I was just hot and happy!
Oh well - another day another cycle

Fingers crossed for those of you still waiting
Moonbeam - not surprised you feel you need a break hun.

Big hugs and baby dust to you all

 

[moonbeam38]

you know...i was convinced it was my month too...i am due the tomorrow but i know she has me in her vile sights!!!
after a good old vent i feel better....& able to continue with this journey....FXD for everyone xx

 

[jamhs]

Roothy, i'm sorry the witch got you! Fx for next month and lots of baby dust!

Moonbeam! What a few posts I have missed! I'm sorry you are feeling so fed up with everything! I was thinking this weekend about giving up and just forgetting about it all too for awhile. I am still lightly spotting but it has mainly stopped. I don't know what is happening, but I'm sick of getting my hopes up then dashed and stressing for no reason. Good luck hun! Fx for you and hugs!

 

[welshgem]

you know...i was convinced it was my month too...i am due the tomorrow but i know she has me in her vile sights!!!
after a good old vent i feel better....& able to continue with this journey....FXD for everyone xx

I was convinced it was my time too and she got me today.

But, if she hasn't arrived then you're not out of the game yet hun! xx

 

[jamhs]

Sorry the witch got you too welshgem!

 

[richiesgal]

X[/QUOTE]

Hiya

There's a few of us now who are suffering fom cold-like symptoms. I hope that's a good sign and not just a sign of something going around [/QUOTE]

Thanks Welshgem

I am still having these symptoms and CD 35 now....

Sorry to hear that AF arrived

If the witch is due for me I just wish she would get a move on!

X

 

[livinginhope]

I'm out too - the witch got me a matter of minutes after I POAS yesterday. I should've waited for gravity to take effect rather than POAS as soon as I got up! *sigh*

Best of luck to all you ladies still in the TWW - and lots of babydust!

To everyone else, see you here same time next month?!

XXX

 

[Kixy]

Sorry to hear that AF got you ladies...fx for next month...

 

[jamhs]

The witch got me too! Hope we will all get our bfp's next time! Everyone still waiting for the witch this cycle I hope she stays away!