8dpo and hoping I'm not too disappointed if AF arrives.

[zoeh]

Ever since 3dpo I've been super bloated, crampy (pretty bad cramps on 4dpo for some reason), nauseated, had swollen boobs, been having weird vivid dreams, and been running to the bathroom what feels like every 5 seconds. I've had all of these symptoms on progesterone supplements before to induce AF, so I know they could be just post-O/PMS, but these feel much more intense, and I just can't help being optimistic that this time is different. I feel like I'm just going to be that much more disappointed when AF arrives. Anyone else 8dpo and hoping for the best?