9dpo - Need opinions please lovelies <3 [update, Pg5]

[marmoset]

Woke up this morning and immediately thought of you! I'm no good at seeing the squinters but the temp rise is great news! I'll be hoping for more good news to come.

 

[Lost7]

Thanks hun! Really pleased the temp went back up - can it stay up though is the question!

 

[ciz]

I can something pink on the opened up frer. Keeping everything crossed hun. Still early hun xxx

 

[Lost7]

True! Trying to find out after how many temps after the implantation dip would a test be positive - I am in suspense! Not sure how much longer I can keep this up for. It's breaking me each time to not see something more visible. Surely ALL these different test brands can not be wrong? Too many tests, too many brands - has to be something in it! Just has to be, especially with that huge temp rise this morning!

FX for tomorrows FMU FRER! I can't wait!

 

[Lost7]

Another tweak from a different picture ..

https://i.imgur.com/ZPHPA4X.jpg

 

[ricschick]

I see lines GL xx

 

[Esperanza2015]

Another tweak from a different picture ..

https://i.imgur.com/ZPHPA4X.jpg

Dear Lost:

I've been stalking your on your other post of TTC and very happy to see a line! Can't wait to see the test from tomorrow!
Keeping everything cross for you

 

[Lost7]

Thank you lovely ladies. I love the support I'm getting here.

 

[Lost7]

https://i.imgur.com/JRrgnkv.jpg

 

[Lost7]

Couldn't help myself

 

[xxmyheartxx]

I see the lines! Eeekkk

 

[Lost7]

Again, I see something but I'm calling myself out. These tests must be wrong. Slept with the window open but that's one hell of a jump down. AF due tomorrow. Onto cycle #11.

https://i.imgur.com/9njqpLI.jpg
https://i.imgur.com/xY1Xhy2.jpg

 

[LoraLoo]

Don't undersstand this at all, I'm sorry xx

 

[Aleeah]

Hey,

Late joiner to the thread.

The Clearblue is screaming Big Fat Blue Line, totally says pregnant. And I know a lot of people don't rate those tests but I've always found them to be good. Can't see anything on the FRERs though to be honest. Maybe you implanted late and so it's early to be testing??

Good luck, I really hope you get your much wanted rainbow baby this month, fingers and toes crossed for you xxx

P.S: My gut says you're pregnant!

 

[Lost7]

Thank you for your very kind words, I really appreciate it!

At this point I am just waiting for AF though, with todays huge temp dip I can't get any less emotional..
Just done a vlog about my progress this cycle and I cried at the end. Me and my Fiancé were both in tears this morning.

My AF temp range is around 36.70 - 36.85 and today's temp of 36.79 is right in there so I am just waiting for it to start now. I am heartbroken. I actually write this with tears streaming down my face, afraid I am going to kill the laptop with it being waterlogged!


Is it so bad we both want a baby, to adore, to love, to care for, to give loving cuddles and kisses to? Seeing their beautiful faces on a scan, seeing a rounded belly, 10 fingers, 10 toes, to bring home our rainbow from hospital, to love and cherish until the day we die? Are we doing something wrong? Am I not allowed to give him his only child? Have I had too many children - does this mean I am a bad parent? Too many heart breaking thoughts going through my head right now.

People have suggested maybe it's another chemical / miscarriage and at this point I am not going to agree, because to think I am going to have my 9th loss is completely tearing me apart, inside and out.

 

[Esperanza2015]

Dear Lost:

This is heartbreaking... I understand completely
I cried reading your post....Am sorry. You are doing nothing wrong honey,
try to be kind with yourself. We are here and we support you in your journey to your rainbow.
Am sure he or she is coming soon!

 

[Lost7]

Thanks hun! If AF comes today as per the temp dip - this was only a 10 day LP! Usually it's 11. I did have one 10 day LP which is the cycle right after the last miscarriage.

 

[ciz]

Ah hun I'm sorry. There's something in the air with these bloody tests past couple weeks as even I'm still getting positive tests but I'm well into af. I don't feel it's mc because I never felt pregnant like the 4 I've lost this year so just dud tests I think.

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such a joke and mean


I'm keeping everything crossed for us both this next cycle is our bfp time for sticky beans xxxx

 

[Lost7]

Thanks hun

 

[ricschick]

im so sorry hun!! xxx