OMG Bravemom, that's really amazing.
I'm soooooo stressed right now. It's actually helped weight loss-have no appetite but also no energy
. 4 lbs since thursday last week. I'm trying to guzzle lots of water/tea & had a breakfast veggie/fruit shake this morning (along with my snorker and chick pea burger).
You are doing well Hun ,keep it up ,why are you stressed sweetie ?
Fighting with the OH. We asked his bro on vaca with us (he's divorced) and while in Cyprus all he did was put me down and invalidate anything I said. I was sitting there drinking wine next to the pool and he pipes up how his new girlfriend is super fit and would never have a second glass of wine because she's Danish and her family is super disciplined. I just about socked him. I just got up and went for a swim to cool my jets. He's such a ba$tard and OH never defends me or says anything to counter his toxic verbal diarrhea. There's a bunch of other stuff but basically we're fighting, throwing around the D word lots this week. I'm at work today with super puffy eyes from crying all last night. DH is a tough scotsman, I don't feel much love and feel very uncared for. I feel I have to be a bit of a butch girl to survive everything and that's just not me.
Sorry for the rant, really at a new low point in my life right now. Feeling fat, infertile and having no children doesn't help either. Thanks for your kind words tho, this site has kept me sane.