a sad hello

[babytots]

just popping in to say hello am sure i will be using this part of bnb for weeks and months to come.

we found out saturday our baby girl had grown wings. i go in to be induced on tuesday.

i can't beleive this is happening after two early losses last year i thought this time would be different but it appears our angel jessica is very poorly and she lost her fight i was nearly 19 weeks but my baby measured 17 so not to sure when we lost her as i heard her heartbeating 11 days ago and am sure i felt movements friday morning but i'm begining to think my body was playing a cruel trick on me as obviously it cant of been her.

i'm lost for words at the moment my heads a mess. i'm so scared for whats to come on tuesday and so scared of meeting my baby girl especially when i know she will be so tiny and fragile.

i take comfort in the fact she chose to grow her wings rather then us finding out about her abnormalities and having the heart wrenching desicion whether to carry on or not. x

 

[Jessa]

I am so sorry to hear about your loss. Having recently experienced a late miscarriage at 17 weeks, I can appreciate some of what you're going through. Try to be strong. I'm thinking about you.

 

[natasja32]

aw sweetie im so sorry for your loss...i too have suffered one at 36 weeks,so i know how you are feeling. Take one day at a time hun and if you need to chat,im here so send me a PM. Thinking of you...

 

[jonnanne3]

I am so sorry to hear of your loss. You and your family and baby Jessica are in our thoughts and prayers.

 

[LeaArr]

I am so sorry hun.

 

[dan-o]

Hi babytots, I still can't believe this is happening

Words cannot express how sorry I am

 

[jen35]

So sorry hon.

 

[Rainstar]

I'm so sorry to hear about your loss

 

[Parkep]

oh hunny im so sorry to hear that.....

 

[RobenR]

I am very sorry for your loss. We lost our little girl at 18w5d back in Feb, so I understand the hurt of a late trimester loss.

So sorry that you are here, this is a wonderful bunch of people, all highly supportive.

 

[Sandie_Cali]

I am sooo sorry for your loss, my prayers are with you and your family.

 

[hayley x]

I am so sorry to hear about baby Jessica thinking of you xxx

 

[superp123]

So sorry for your loss.

 

[Snowball]

Oh hun I am so sorry I was induced with Beau after he grew his wings so understand all the emotions you are going through. I am here if you ever need to talk

 

[Baby-Cakes]

So sorry for your loss, you will be in my thoughts on Tuesday xx

 

[Dani33]

You'll be in my thoguhts and prayers.....

 

[todteach]

oh hun. i'm so sorry to hear of your loss.

 

[JJF]

I'm very sorry for your loss and can't imagine what your going through and how your holding up, I know that you will find lots of support here at bnb.

 

[DiddyDons]

I am so sorry sweetie

Here if you want to talk

Donna xxx

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[babytots]

thank you all for your lovely messages! x