I am so incredibly sorry for your losses, I cannot even imagine what you are going through right now. I started crying reading your post. I also miscarried my daughter (although not a stillborn) but it is still so painful. There is not a day that goes by when I don't think about it. I am praying for you and I truly hope that someday you are able to have a healthy and happy baby. Until then, just know that you are very good at making angels 
i'm so sorry for your losses
