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So I've taken the plunge and booked my gender scan for Wednesday morning at 10:10, at which point I'll be just over 17 weeks! I didn't find out the gender until 20 weeks with my first, so wanted to find out earlier this time around..
What fills some people with absolute joy and excitement is filling me with nerves and such uneasiness incase #2 is another boy
I suppose I've bought this on myself as I've done the most idiotic thing known to man! Refer to my bump as a "she", not only me but now my son has started doing it as well :/ he's so convinced theres a girl in there he's even named her! (He's named her ruby!) I just feel so bad incase it turns out the girl is a boy! Breaking it to my son is going be the hardest part!
But then I've been filled with such motivation..im wanting to plan, go shopping! All sorts but then if it's another boy I'm going to lose it all! I won't want to do baby things, plan or even decorate..
I'm trying to prepare myself for the worst, But it's just not helping me
What fills some people with absolute joy and excitement is filling me with nerves and such uneasiness incase #2 is another boy
I suppose I've bought this on myself as I've done the most idiotic thing known to man! Refer to my bump as a "she", not only me but now my son has started doing it as well :/ he's so convinced theres a girl in there he's even named her! (He's named her ruby!) I just feel so bad incase it turns out the girl is a boy! Breaking it to my son is going be the hardest part!
But then I've been filled with such motivation..im wanting to plan, go shopping! All sorts but then if it's another boy I'm going to lose it all! I won't want to do baby things, plan or even decorate..
I'm trying to prepare myself for the worst, But it's just not helping me