Full details of my story are on 1st Tri. In short, i am 13 weeks pregnant and my baby is not going to survive much longer due to various problems. I know that one way or another, i am going to miscarry. My consultant has told me that they prefer medically induced miscarriage, but i'm not sure that i can handle that. I think i would prefer to be put to sleep and for it to be over when i wake up, thus giving me some sort of control over the situation. He also said that they could refer me back to my local hospital. Thing is i'm not sure what options they will offer me. I just wish that someone would tell me what to do! I can't handle all thins thinking and deciding and worrying. I want to do what is best for me, i have 4 other children that need me. Any advice would be greatly appreciated. My heart goes out to everyone who has experienced loss, there aren't words to make it any better. Apologies for rambling, and i hope some of what i said makes sense!