all the symptoms but still af arrives i give up :-(

[shannon31]

Ive been looking at this site for months without registering but eventually I have! Along with everyone else I have looked at every symptom and tried to imagine if I'm pregnant. Had different symptoms this month , had no smiley face on clear blue ovulation stick unlike the last three months, however unlike the last three months has a pain and copies amounts of egg white discharge along with feeling very horny at day 14/15. I have only one tube after having an ectopic 6 years ago, and its only been in the last 9 months that I've had ovulation symptoms e.g. sore boobs, egg white etc. I have a ten year old daughter. This month I'd given up and thought ok Im going to the doctors even though they told me years ago my other tube was health. As it got closer to af, got cold symptoms, sore boobs, unreall veins, lots of discharge, sick feeling, basically I had symptoms of pregnancy according to google. Two days early my af arrives, i have been every 28/29 days for the past eight or nine months and now after reading so much I am gutted. Basically all I want to say is don't look for clues, I wasn't but this month I had different signs and still negative.

 

[Veronicaco]

Awww Hun sending you a big hug. I guess the problem is that lot of pms symptoms are similar to early pg and we can't help but get our hopes up when it feels different - hell I am there now! But in many ways it's the not knowing that is the worst bit at least now you can focus on this months ovulation, if you are worried about not ovulating try temping as that's a good reliable method of knowing when you have.
Relax and enjoy a guilt free glass of wine and some really unhealthy food, next month you may not be allowed to fx for you Hun. Don't give up just yet xxx

 

[shannon31]

I just feel so down just now, am having a large glass of vino as we speak lol. Think it just hurts more when symptoms are different from other months and you still get the same outcome? My partner is lovely but I just feel because I have a child of ten and he docent and want so badly he blames me sob sorry just having a v v v feel sorry for moi day !

 

[Veronicaco]

Well we are all entitled to have days like that from time to time just need to have a good mooch day and then dust yourself down and get back on the horse (so to speak )
Hope you feel better and remember there are lots of ears to bend and shoulders to lean on here if and when you need them xxx

 

[shannon31]

Yea I know, tell myself the same every month, just hate the two week wait when you get different signs from every other month and still the same outcome lol!!! ahhh sorry just on a complete downer today, need cheering up x