Always feel like a failiure!!!!

[leasap]

Hi everyone, don't want to bore everyone with my problems but am really hitting a low point again! I just can't seem to get my periods back unless I have taken northesterine to bring them on, my clomid does not seem to be working! I have to lose about 2 stone before I can have iui and ivf!!! I used to have regular periods before i had the mirena coil regular like clock work, and this seems to off stopped everything!!!!


I have had a hsg, had day 21 tests, tested for menopause ovaries are fine just like the rest of it's fine!! Everything works fine just no ovulation, the nhs sucks when it comes to always saying it's peoples weight!!! I am so stressed as I don't think it will ever happen for us!!! My partner is fine he has strong swimmers!!!

Just really need to let this steam off as just so annoyed with all my results being negative, and just feeling like crying, feel a failure!! When I was 17 I had an abortion and at the time 13years ago it was the right decision but every day I'm starting to regret it because I cannot have another child or even get a positive even on a ovulation test!!!

Sorry to sound like a bore just hitting a low point right now!!!!

Thank u for listening

 

[linzi1]

Just wonted to say hi and that we all feel like failures when this crap happens to us, we have good and bad days, its good talk and vent, its easyier said then done but try not to look at the past, that was the right decision at the time, and unfortunatly us lot on here seem to share the fact of the bad luck run.
try to stay positive, (i know its really hard too), you'll feel better in a few days.

Luv and good wishes

 

[fingers_x'd]

Hello leasap

I just wanted to start out and say something a little cheery - I love your picture cos I'm a MASSIVE west ham fan so loving the cake

Moving on to something more serious - I know how hard it can be and how much you can feel like a failure. I used to feel like that every month but it does get a little easier - Don't get me wrong, some months can be way harder than others and there have been months recently where when the has turned up I've whilst sat on the toilet (maybe tmi sorry). Please feel free to add me as a friend and we can chat anytime.

Me and my DF have been TTC for over 3 years now and I'm now on clomid with the final tests saying no problems with either of us so it's boiling down to no reason for infertility. Our next move is IVF and where we live we get 3 shots but not before I'm more than likely told that I've got to lose weight (not that i'm over over weight but I'm over my BMI) so i can appreciate how you feel about that issue.

Please don't ever apologise for venting your feelings either that's why these type of forums were created.

Take great care xxxx