Jillie89
Mummy to 2 IVF miracles
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I just started my synarel spray today in prep for a FET in March. I spent yesterday in tears and a complete emotional wreck. I am petrified (again) of it not working... and I am extremely lucky to have a child already! Am I crazy?!?! I vented to hubby who was a great support as usual. The pain of our previous cycles came gushing back and thinking about how much it is going to cost us to extend our family scares me. I feel guilty for wanting more children and us going into further debt when we have our daughter already. I feel selfish for wanting a family so many people can have for free. Shouldn't I be content to have just 1 child and count my blessings? I have had so many pregnancy announcements and friends having babies recently which I don't think has helped. Sorry for the vent.