And here comes the dark cloud

[Tonks]

I always start off excited and hopeful, but after a while I just get really down. I start to feel the cramps and heaviness, you know the feeling when you know your period is going to start any day. Ugh, it just sucks!

 

[kittymarie]

I feel your pain. . I am on CD6 and trying to be hopeful this month!

 

[FirstCameLove]

I know exactly how you feel!! I have only gone one cycle but I was NTNP. I had the most pregnant symptoms ever! The mood swings, sore breasts, cramping for 2+ weeks, and extreme fatigue...my period date came and passed. The third day of my missed period I ended up getting my period and I was so depressed! My whole mindset had already changed to the fact that I was going to be a mommy and then it was snatched away.


I see people who are on this forum that have been trying for cycle after cycle...I am scared to get to that point because I know how much it effects me. I don't want to sound selfish. I just thought it would be easier than this. Some people think about sex and they are pregnant...for others, it's not so lucky.

Good luck to you! I hope we will all be in the next forum up with little healthy babies growing in our bellies.