Hey all!
I've missed tons, but you girls have made me smile this morning as i caught up on you all.
If i were pregnant this time i wouldn't find out the sex. I've done it both ways - the first two we lost we found out, btu then after that we wanted it to feel different, so we didn't find out. Not finding out is the BEST! Although, i actually knew myself anyway both times from seeing a tuppance or a tail on the ultrasound scan. I just wasn't sure for certain, and i told everyone i had no idea. lol!
I'll probably keep it a secret from my mum for as long as possible. She gets really anxious about things and with our history it's a worry for her. Also my Dad passed away in August, so we're all still raw from that, but especially mum. So because mum won't know then we won't be able to tell anyone else! I'll tell a couple of my best friends, but that's about it.
Usually i blab to everyone right away, i mean, with my history there's no such thing as a "safe zone" so i might as well grab the happiness while i can get it!
I'm still feeling crampy and back achy today, but my test this morning was a BFN again. Not sure if my boobs feel as sore as yesterday either. Feeling quite bummed about this cycle now.
I'm meant to be going to work today, but DS is being sick so I have to stay home. It's not even proper sick, he's eating and drinking and not especially poorly, he just keeps coughing and barfing. I only work two days a week and I look forward to those days! Plus no one does my job while i'm not there and i know there's a frig-ton of crap that needs sorting today!!
I think i need to add "moody b1tch" to my symptoms on FF...