Hi hun, I have 3 and what can I say nearing the end of the hols
, no its not that bad
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My eldest son is nearly 15 and he has autism then I have a 4 year old son and a dd who is 15 months. We had a big gap for many reasons, not all connected with the autism, so it was probably easier for us to communicate with ds when I was pregnant with the other 2.
Having a 3rd has made life feel very busy, we don't stop but it's a nice feeling even though it can be hard work. I don't have any help now (no mum and dad) but my dh is great.
Problems we have now are the 2 boys arguing, it drives me made sometimes, but this is quite normal, I remember doing the same thing with my brother. We also have issues with noises, it will be silly things like nursery rhymes on the cd in the car my son cannot bear to hear and will have to cover his ears, or noisy toys or musical things the other 2 love.
Time is something to also consider, we have to get ds out for a social life to his special needs social club and also to his 2 best friends (we take it turns for them to spend frequent Saturdays at each others).
Sometimes I feel a bit guilty as my dh is ten years older than me (we are old
) and he works really hard on a physical job, is completing renovating our house and will still help out with chores and does loads with kids. I feel even more bad as I suggested rather than go on holiday we rip out the kitchen and bathroom (which we started) and now see that maybe that was not such a great idea and that actually he could probably do with the break!!!
I know after our second I wanted another virtually straight away, and despite all the worries about our second son and was he going to be autistic, and a whole heap of stuff you couldnt make up, I was really glad we had another, and it's not cause I wanted a daughter either, as I wasn't bothered.
I am not religious but I think our kids came to us for a reason, whatever their problems, if it meant to be it will happen, everything happens for a reason.
You are aware of his needs, maybe to have quiet time and his siblings will also learn to adapt, he can learn from then and just as importantly then can learn from him. Hearing my son hold and talk to ds2 when I brought him home (he didn't know I was listening) made me cry it was so special, I wish I could have recorded it. Knowing the signs when he is getting stressed, have some strategies ready, talk with school and use social stories to help him cope or tell you how he is feeling.
Hope my mad ramblings help hun. x