sierraecho89
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Hi all,
Wow, this month has been an absolute rollercoaster emotions-wise. Hubby and I decided to start trying, and I've been SO EXCITED, but I'm also really missing my Mom. She passed away nearly two years ago in May (three weeks before my wedding), and it's such a hard thing, knowing she won't be there for any of my life (or my someday-child's life) milestones. =/
I wish I could ask her about when she and my father decided (no way I'm talking to my dad--they divorced when I was eight and he can't seem to stop the bitterness), how long it took, snafus along the way, what it felt like to miscarry (she had two)... I used to call her every day and we could talk about ANYTHING.
It's just hard, you know? I feel like I'm missing out on so much personal information, hints about my own fertility, etc. I'm lucky that my MIL is so wonderful, but I'm still not quite at that level of comfort with her.
Anyone else in the same boat and want to share? =/
Wow, this month has been an absolute rollercoaster emotions-wise. Hubby and I decided to start trying, and I've been SO EXCITED, but I'm also really missing my Mom. She passed away nearly two years ago in May (three weeks before my wedding), and it's such a hard thing, knowing she won't be there for any of my life (or my someday-child's life) milestones. =/
I wish I could ask her about when she and my father decided (no way I'm talking to my dad--they divorced when I was eight and he can't seem to stop the bitterness), how long it took, snafus along the way, what it felt like to miscarry (she had two)... I used to call her every day and we could talk about ANYTHING.
It's just hard, you know? I feel like I'm missing out on so much personal information, hints about my own fertility, etc. I'm lucky that my MIL is so wonderful, but I'm still not quite at that level of comfort with her.
Anyone else in the same boat and want to share? =/
