Anyone Find it Frustrating?

[Chiochick]

So, has anyone else had any "happy accident" babies and now ttc theirs and find it frustrating?

I had 2 non planned (very loved) babies and it seemed like I fell pregnant so easily without even thinking about it.

Fast forward 4 years, now ttc-ing and I'm just frustrated. It feels like BDing is planned in advance and I'm glued to my tracking apps and constantly googling "when to test" and "early pregnancy symptoms"
Every twinge or pain has me obsessing.
I just feel so consumed by this.
Constantly waiting for what so easily fell into my lap before. *pulls out hair*

Is it just me?

 

[mumlibby]

 

[Bumpontherun]

I completely understand. My two weren't accidents but I got pregnant immediately both times without any tracking, apps, temping or OPKs. I'm now four cycles in and like you feeling really frustrated and starting to think maybe I'm just too old this time (I'm 35).

 

[Chiochick]

I'm just awful because I'm terribly impatient :/
I've only been at it a few cycles so I shouldn't complain too much but my brain has been taken over lol
Sending lots of baby dust to both of you!

 

[BelleNuit]

Still TTC #1. I definitely thought it would be easier. I'm now on my 9th cycle and I'm worrying it may never happen and I may never get to be a mom.