3xscharmer
4 earth babies!
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So, I've always been a vivid dreamer and after losing Zane at 17 weeks I did have a few bad dreams, but they stopped, until recently anyways. My due date is in exactly 2 weeks and I keep dreaming that I'm looking for my baby and I can't find him, so I spend the dreams in agonizing fear because I can't find my baby and I don't know where he is and I wake up crying and usually have a bad day because I understand those dreams and they make me even more incredibly sadder than I normally am. Just wondering if anyone else has been there and if it's normal...although how losing a child can ever be normal is beyond me. Just don't want to feel alone I guess because misery loves company and I am so friggin miserable!