Lots of women suffer from gender dissapointment. I had it really bad when I found out my third was another boy. I had always wanted a little girl to dress up go shopping with have tea parties . It was my dream to have a daughter but since we have decided on only three I felt my dream had ended. I would never know what it was like to have a daughter and to me it was like someone had died my dream had died. I went from being on top of the world to not being so happy to be pregnant anymore. Of course that changed when he was born. I loved my son and was thankful for him but I still had a whole in my heart for the girl I always wanted. Almost two years later I got pregnant again by pure accident and felt like I had won the lottery when I was told its a girl. I paid for 6 different ultrasounds just to comfirm it was a girl and I cried tears of joy each time they said its a girl. ( my husband thought I was nuts) After her I had a 5 year IUD put in and it caused lots of bleeding problems from it so I had it removed and went over a year and a half with out a peorid so I assumed I couldn't get pregnant anymore but we still used condoms except one time and I found out I was pregnant again. I was hoping for another girl so my little girl would have a sister but it was a little boy again. I was not devasted by this but a little dissapointed but I got used to the fact it was another boy. I lost him at 22 weeks and felt guilty for every feeling any dissapointment in his gender. I felt lost when my son died so I wanted one more baby to complete my family so here I am again pregnant and yes it is a little boy again. I am happy about it. Of course before I found out I held out hope for another little girl another chance for my daughter to have a sister but I am just thankful that he is healthy and I am thankful that I atleast have one daughter. Who knows you could end up with a little boy down the road. I am sure you will be a great mother no matter what the sex is.