Hey all !
I'm testing on the 4th
.....I feel like i'm losing my mind ...and i couldn't be more frustrated right now ....It literally feels like every symptom on the planet is hitting me ....
1 DPO - Nauseous ....Way to early ( so my brain tells me ..)
2 DPO - More EWCM ,,, more BD'ing
3 DPO - Weird pinching/tugging and stabby feelings in right ovary side ...headache...also feels like a tightness in my belly ..or the feeling like there's a knot or lump there ...checked my cervix ...it's really soft ...and about medium ( not reaching to touch it at all )
4 DPO - More nausea ...more stabby shooting pains in right side ...feeling hot...sore throat and headache...If i don't eat on time i feel sick ....then when i eat i feel worse for a little bit..about an hour ..and then im fine
5 DPO - very warm feeling ..Hubby comments that i feel feverish ...very flu'ish feeling...Nausea ...same as the day before ...seems to directly relate to food and not eating on time ... Vivid dreams...pretty crampy on and off ...checked my cervix and found it to be really tender
6 DPO - Woke up feeling very warm , still flu'sih and nauseous ....but slept until around 11:30am
( lucky it's sunday ) .... Cried watching the peoples court ....Cried because my husband laughed at a joke i made ....i said he was mean lol ....Very vivid and weird dreams ...I do get moments of cramping which feel AF like ...
My BB's are noticeably bigger.....buldging in my bra a bit and super sore ...my kitty tried to cuddle me and it made me squeal in pain ...
Am i losing my mind ? lol ...Its so hard ...I was crying earlier and saying to my husband that if life was fair ...our pee would turn blue when we were pregnant so we didn't go through this torture lol
We have been ttc for 3 years ....Although we have taken breaks in that time ....
Ive been checked out and told im ovulating regularly ...Hubby swimmers are textbook fine ... Only medical thing holding me back is weight ...and ive recently lost a bit ...not a huge amount though ....
I feel your pain
....It's horrible trying to keep yourself level headed and open minded to either reality ...but when your body starts doing things like this ....it makes it really hard
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: to everyone .....