April BFP anyone?

[BabyBoyle]

Ah sorry Lisa may for you I hope!!! Xxx

Well today all I've done is eat and sleep. EAT and sleep, feeling shattered, I think I'm convincing myself but hoping it's happening, felt like this first fee weeks before I got bfp. Pleaseeeeeeeeeee have caught the eggy!!!!!!

 

[dimplesmagee]

Glad I had that glass of wine this AM. I was right, my temperature plumeted and came late this AM.

I wish I did not have ALL those symptoms! But otherwise, I'm ok. I know I am ready to REALLY start trying.

Woody-things still sound good for you!!!

Holly-How are you doing? I always appreciate how supportive you are of everyone!!! Thanks for that!

Lisa, sorry AF got you too. Sounds like we might be Oing buddies next time. Haha.

 

[dimplesmagee]

LOL!!! I so did not have a glass of wine this AM. I wrote that wrong!

This AM, I was right and my temps. dropped, which is what I MEANT to say!

 

[LittleBird]

LOL!!! I so did not have a glass of wine this AM. I wrote that wrong!

This AM, I was right and my temps. dropped, which is what I MEANT to say!

Yeah, yeah. Are you going to blame autocorrect?

 

[dimplesmagee]

 

[LittleBird]

Funny thing is, the LOs stayed at their grandma's house last night and I almost asked my husband to make me a drink. But asked for a glass of juice instead. Who am I kidding? He won't even make me coffee because he won't believe this MC is really a MC until I have word that my levels are back to 0. Silly man.

 

[dimplesmagee]

Littlebird-did you get a 2nd blood draw results? Maybe a missed your post...I'm sorry hun!

 

[LittleBird]

No, definitely tomorrow. But my symptoms are gone, the numbers were way too low for the first draw, given the DPO, and the spotting lasted for 6 days. I am pretty sure this is not happening. Sometimes you just feel these things. God, what I wouldn't give to be wrong, though.

 

[Hanskiz]

No, definitely tomorrow. But my symptoms are gone, the numbers were way too low for the first draw, given the DPO, and the spotting lasted for 6 days. I am pretty sure this is not happening. Sometimes you just feel these things. God, what I wouldn't give to be wrong, though.

 

[Hanskiz]

Poas - bfn.

 

[WoodyA]

Poas - bfn.

Me too!!
Need to go again so guess what..... Hahaha I am nuts

 

[Hanskiz]

Poas - bfn.

Me too!!
Need to go again so guess what..... Hahaha I am nuts

I'm so glad it's not just me!! Yesterday I POAS 3, yes 3, times. All of them stark white BFN's. Same again this morning. I am really going to try not to POAS until at least tomorrow morning!

I'm feeling really, really premenstrual now so am pretty much certain af is on the way. Just got to wait it out!

 

[WoodyA]

There *should* be no more poas for me until tuesday!!

With hubby home and me working earlies it will be hard to do without getting caught!! Hehe
And hubby taking me on a European road trip fri-mon so won't be thinking about it then!

DH said last night I can't believe your pregnant (he didn't know about the tests)
I said I'm not what you talking about
He said tell ur boobs ur not!

Lol funny what they notice hey!

 

[Hanskiz]

There *should* be no more poas for me until tuesday!!

With hubby home and me working earlies it will be hard to do without getting caught!! Hehe
And hubby taking me on a European road trip fri-mon so won't be thinking about it then!

DH said last night I can't believe your pregnant (he didn't know about the tests)
I said I'm not what you talking about
He said tell ur boobs ur not!

Lol funny what they notice hey!

Men eh!!

I still think you're in... you've had so many symptoms!
Try not to POAS stick until next week now and who knows....

I will continue to test - just once a day (honest) - until af arrives. Hopefully Friday or Saturday. If no af by Monday and no bfp I shall worry. FX'd I get one or the other... Not up for weird cycles. Can't deal with that.

 

[WoodyA]

There *should* be no more poas for me until tuesday!!

With hubby home and me working earlies it will be hard to do without getting caught!! Hehe
And hubby taking me on a European road trip fri-mon so won't be thinking about it then!

DH said last night I can't believe your pregnant (he didn't know about the tests)
I said I'm not what you talking about
He said tell ur boobs ur not!

Lol funny what they notice hey!

Men eh!!

I still think you're in... you've had so many symptoms!
Try not to POAS stick until next week now and who knows....

I will continue to test - just once a day (honest) - until af arrives. Hopefully Friday or Saturday. If no af by Monday and no bfp I shall worry. FX'd I get one or the other... Not up for weird cycles. Can't deal with that.

I know weird cycles are annoying!
I've decided if no BFP or AF by the time hubby goes away next time I'm gonna go see doc then, I don't see any point having it brought on while he's here when I can suffer it alone! Then can hopefully time it so I ov in time for his return!!

 

[Hanskiz]

 

[LittleBird]

Ok, just got the second blood test results. Down to 49 from 78. They want me to come back for another blood test next week, but I think I'm just going to make an appt. with the FS and be done with those guys.

 

[Hanskiz]

Ok, just got the second blood test results. Down to 49 from 78. They want me to come back for another blood test next week, but I think I'm just going to make an appt. with the FS and be done with those guys.

It might be worth going back just to make sure they do go right back down (speaking from experience) but you're probably fine as it's so early.
Good Luck with the FS - I hope you get some answers.

 

[LittleBird]

Ok, just got the second blood test results. Down to 49 from 78. They want me to come back for another blood test next week, but I think I'm just going to make an appt. with the FS and be done with those guys.

It might be worth going back just to make sure they do go right back down (speaking from experience) but you're probably fine as it's so early.
Good Luck with the FS - I hope you get some answers.

Thanks, I hope we figure out what's happening too. I am sure the number will keep going down. I wrote about it a little in my TTC journal but I just don't think I can go back there. The doctors are fine. One of them has delivered both of my boys. But there is this one lady in the office who has really turned me off/offended me during this miscarriage and the last one. It has just become too much of an issue to me and I don't know how I can make myself walk into an office with such a negative feeling. I just want to turn around and run out! So the fact that the number went down this time, and a pretty significant decrease, I think I'm comfortable with leaving. The funny thing is, I called four or five doctor's offices looking to switch because I was so unhappy on Monday and every single one of them were kinder and more considerate. I live in an area where we have lots of really great doctors and I don't have to stick around in a place where I'm so unhappy.

 

[hollyw79]

Hi ladies!

Hanskiz~ thanks for emailing me!

I hope EVERYONE is doing well! I'm sorry I've been MIA. Been a BAD week. Some of you may or may not know that I've dealt with pancreatitis off and on since I had my gall bladder out back in 2005- had an attack when I had the miscarriage in February, went and saw a specialist @ the Mayo Clinic and was waiting on my blood work and some test to be done next month. Anyway, I had a very slight pancreatic attack last week- nothing major- but Monday afternoon I had a REALLY bad one. Usually it subsides within a few hours- but this one was the longest one I've ever had in my life. Pancreatitis is basically where the pancreas is releasing enzymes causing it to digest itself- VERY VERY VERY painful- worse than childbirth honestly. I tried dealing with it Monday hoping it would go away but it didn't. Around 1am I couldn't deal with the pain anymore- and let me tell you- I raided my medicine cabinet and took a CRAP load of drugs- and I mean A LOT- and it didn't TOUCH my pain. I ended up calling my sister to come over @ 1am to stay with my son while I went to the ER with my husband. Sure enough, pancreatitis. The staff was GREAT and ended up getting me scheduled for an ERCP you can click on that link to read more about what that is if you want. I had to stay overnight Monday and Tuesday and it was just completely exhausting. I had surgery this morning and they found some "sludge" which is probably from having my gall bladder removed 5-6 years ago and they also made an incision to hopefully prevent me from having the spasms and constricting that happens when I have a pancreatic attack. It can be very serious.. the more you have it- the more the pancreas dies and before you know it you can have pancreatic cancer .. or if not that serious- turn into a diabetic and need your pancreas removed. Anyway, I've been away as a result- TOTALLY missing my son and SO thankful for a wonderful DH who has kept everything together for me.

I am just SO thankful I was NOT pregnant because I don't know what I would have done- I mean, I can't even tell you how much medication and pain killers I was given- unreal- plus the xray with the surgery and all- I am just glad that I wasn't. Crazy how that works out! I am also praying that with them cleaning things out in there and making the incision that I won't have to deal with this any more- or at least- not as often. I am doing "ok" .. I missed everyone on here and was wondering how everyone was doing!!! I look forward to being back into the swing of things hopefully over the next few days!!