ARGH!! eam i being left behind??!! *pg ment*

[BobDog]

ok, so my one of my 3 best friends (em) has just had a baby boy today, and i really and truly am happy for her! she is an amazin woman and is going to be an amazing mum! and today i found out that one of my other best mates (ab) is pregnant and is due in 7 months. i am also so incredibly happy for her also.

and my 3rd best friend (ka) already has a 4yo son, and i had 1st miscarriage 5 weeks after she told me she was pregnant.

i can't help feeling like i am being left behind, like there is a conspiracy going on! i know that is just frustration talking but i can't help it! i really am happy for them and i tell them as much, and it's genuine love for them than makes me so happy for them, anyone else i would have probably ended up not talking to them. but inside i feel like i'm being left behind! i want to scream out to them that i want to join that club too! i want to make my DH and daddy and to bring a baby into the world and raise him/her.

is it meant to be this hard?!


i am so glad that i have this forum to vent on to it's like this is the only place where people would understand even a little of the hardships when TTC for as long as we have.

sorry for the rant and if i upset anyone.

 

[Nat0619]

Hi Jen

Sorry to hear you feel like this and I completely understand. Pretty much all of my friends have children and seem to conceive them at the drop of a hat! So I know just how you feel.

Do they know you are ttc? x

 

[BobDog]

Thank you for understanding, yes they do know that me and DH are TTC and they told me in the nicest way, each of them in fact.

i am lucky that my friends are understanding, but there are somethings that i feel i can't say to them. like the sinking feeling i for today when one announced the birth of their baby bot and the other announcing that she was pg! i was just praying that my tears would be hidden behind the huge smile i plastered on my face! i felt like such a fake today! i know that sounds so bad, i know i don't sound it but i am genuinly pleased for them. i just wish the baby dust they seem to be over stocked with would blow over my way!

i feel even worse because i feel like this and it taints the gooey happy feeling from pg announcements and baby arrival announcements.

 

[WinterSong4]

Same for me. I am the only one left without a child at this point! lol

All my friends and family have a kid and some on their seconds! Its aggravating and quite depressing. Hoping for my BFP for Christmas!!

 

[SKP]

I am only 3 months in and I feel the same way. I have 6 friends (my age) who are all pregnant. And 2 or 3 more in the last year. And some who have had babies in the past year.

 

[BobDog]

Same for me. I am the only one left without a child at this point! lol

All my friends and family have a kid and some on their seconds! Its aggravating and quite depressing. Hoping for my BFP for Christmas!!

couldn't have said it better myself!



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