Sticking with my 1st plan. Still having cramps :/ They have subsided a lil though but now I have this odd weird feeling in my uterus, though I cant tell if its my uterus or cervix? I'm just chucking it up to my brain hoping in over drive...
hey ladies! I am back after being off for a bit. I think today (CD13). is my O day based on OPK's and my normal cycle length (26/27 days). This was the first cycle in a few months that we actually covered my good fertile days so I'm really excited! DTD on CD8, CD10, CD11, and this morning CD13. Trying not to get my hopes up too much but I really hope this is it. Not even at 1DPO yet lol. Let the symptom spotting begin!!!
Going to hold off testing until the 20th and will post symptoms every few days. Anyone with me?
second, I'm sorry. I've been in your shoes and it's an awful feeling. I had a SA and laparoscopy done before I started Clomid to make sure everything was okay to start meds, and I wish they had done that for you too. I would demand to have those tests done before continuing more rounds of medications. I've researched this a lot and it's very textbook to do preliminary testing of semen and tube patency before treatment administration. Your RE should know that. It's pointless to take the meds if your tubes aren't fully patent, or if there's a male factor. Well, not pointless with MF, but they could have advised you better and done IUI. I thought Clomid was going to be it for me, but after 6 rounds, I sat empty handed feeling like dirt. I don't O on my own or have my own cycles either. I'm now on Femara, but if this doesn't work the next step is likely injections like Follistim or Gonal-F. The good thing with those meds is that they do help egg quality, where Clomid and Femara do not. Injections have higher success rates. The downside of course is it's more expensive and the fact it's injections if that's not your strong suit. Another option would be IVF - and while I've been avoiding it due to costs, I know it's probably a better option. By the time I spend all this money on more cycles, I could have paid for one IVF and likely got my BFP. But, that's just a personal decision and you and SO will find what's right for you. Anyways, hope I'm not rambling too much and you found this to be helpful. Maybe there is still a chance at that second line coming back, you never know. Sending you nothing but positive, feel better vibes and stay strong. This journey sucks and it's devastating, but you will be a wonderful mom someday! 
