mummyosborne
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I'm so sad all the time. I just sit and cry when no one is around, and in the evenings I pretend I'm having a shower and just sit in the bathroom and cry. I feel like such a useless mum. I failed at pregnancy, and now my little soldier is in hospital miles away and I only get to see him a few hours a day, he must feel so alone. I'm so angry at myself, I shouldn't sit around feeling sorry for myself, my dd needs me, she's so confused already and I wish I made more of an effort with her but I'm so emotionally exaughted I can't bring myself to leave the house unless its to go to the hospital. I feel like they would all be so much better off without me. I don't feel like I can talk to oh about it because he's struggling with balancing work, dd and visiting the hospital I don't want to add crazy fiancé to his list of things to worry about. I just don't know what to do anymore, I'm just hurting all the time.