Hi everyone, this is more of a rant really. i had 3rd degree tears and im almost 10weeks PP. Went for my checkup with the consultant on thursday. id still been really sore and one or two of my stitches hav come out and it wont dissolve so i hav to go back to theatre on 4th april (nxt mon) to get it out,cut and restitched back up again. im so scared ive never been put to sleep before. i cant believe il be going back to square one again, without giving birth Can anyone relate to this? Im wondering will i ever be able to hav a vaginal birth again??