Akirkland
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I used to post on here all the time a few months ago, I've really missed it but my life has been crazy. This would have been the month we started TTC but due to my health it's been put on hold. I realized it's more important to figure out what is going on with me instead of getting pregnant and still not knowing. I hate how I have to put my life and goals on hold due to whatever illness I have, but I need to not be selfish and bring a child into the mix knowing I wouldn't be able to fully give myself to him/her. My husband is amazing and so supportive of whatever I want to do, but it's not fair to him to pawn a baby off on when I am struggling to feel well. If I fall pregnant that's one thing but I can't consciously try for a baby without feeling some guilt. I am sorry for this little rant, all this medical stuff has been so frustrating and painful. The tests/procedures have been awful, something has gone wrong on every single one of them yet still no answers.
Good news though, if anyone remembers I was in the process of a remodel as well and we're nearing the end of it! My house is getting back to normal and all we have left are a few small projects to accomplish.
I would love to hear what's going on in you lives! Anything to get my mind off of this stuff would be fabulous to read!
Good news though, if anyone remembers I was in the process of a remodel as well and we're nearing the end of it! My house is getting back to normal and all we have left are a few small projects to accomplish.
I would love to hear what's going on in you lives! Anything to get my mind off of this stuff would be fabulous to read!