And looking back although it should have been an exciting year being pregnant it's really been an awful year.
Mum got diagnosed with cervical cancer in march so we have spent months worrying and seeing her go through chemo / radio. This week we get the results to see if it has worked.
On top since I came off pill last november my hormones have turned me into someone I no longer recognise and how OH has put up with me I will never know.
I feel like I hate myself and the person I've became.
So I can only say this year has been crap but there is light at the end of tunnel - my baby boy. I can't wait.
Here's hoping 2012 and rest of 2011 will be better than the last many months xxx
Mum got diagnosed with cervical cancer in march so we have spent months worrying and seeing her go through chemo / radio. This week we get the results to see if it has worked.
On top since I came off pill last november my hormones have turned me into someone I no longer recognise and how OH has put up with me I will never know.
I feel like I hate myself and the person I've became.
So I can only say this year has been crap but there is light at the end of tunnel - my baby boy. I can't wait.
Here's hoping 2012 and rest of 2011 will be better than the last many months xxx